he were dropping the words slowly into her consciousness.
She quivered at his touch on her ear, and he took his hand away. She thought she saw a gleam of mockery in his eyes. She frowned. In that secondâs time, the gleam was gone, replaced with killing sympathy.
âBut now,â she said, âif we change the date, people will think the worst.â
âAnd if we donât, the worst will be,â he said. âIf by that, you mean theyâll think weâve conceived a child. Because given time, it will become inevitable. The bond between us is that intense, the pull that strong. Do you doubt it?â
She said nothing.
He sat back and studied her expression. âSo then, I think, my love, I really do believe that the best thing would be for me to leave you for a while. Just until time catches up with desire. As I said, Iâve hardly any family left, and those I do have are too feeble to travel far. I think Iâd best go to see them, and then to see some more of the world. I could do that, carefully, I promise, because I donât want to be captured and made a prisoner of war. I can follow the sun and sail to the South Seas, or the Caribbean, or I could visit the new world, and yet still return in time for our scheduled wedding. Otherwise, I tell you, my Eve, with all my best intentions, and all my control and good will, I will not be able to keep my hands off you. My hands,â he added, âmy lips, and other more to the point attributes.â
She drew herself up. âI am not a slave to my desires. I can resist your irresistibleâ¦attributes, you know.â
âCan you?â he asked softly.
She looked down at her lap. Sheâd have sworn she could. But just before, in his arms, in his hands, drinking in his breath from his lips, feeling the warmth and power of the man, sheâd been a heartbeat from giving him everything, with joy and delight. She couldnât deny it.
âAnd it will be a long, cold winter,â he added. âIhate the cold. Iâll write, of course. Iâll think of you. Iâll travel abroad, wherever war is not. Then Iâll return to you with the birds in the spring.â
âNo!â she said.
âNo?â he asked quizzically.
He might travel into danger, Eve thought. The Continent was dangerous even with Napoleon pent on his stony island. There were pirates and storms on the seas, and unimaginable dangers even on the sunny shores of other lands. He might find risk to himself. He could discover trouble, or an old lover, or someone new, someone more to his taste, in his travels. She had the feeling that if he left he mightnât be back. She knew that if he didnât return sheâd never wed because no one would ever suit her as he did, ever again. Worse, she thought he knew it.
âYouâre taunting me,â she said.
One thin dark eyebrow rose. He looked at her with new respect. âSo I am,â he murmured.
âWorse,â she said with more spirit, âyouâre threatening me.â
He put his head to the side as a smile quirked his lips. âExcellent, Eve. I am.â
âAnd you expect me to put up with it?â she asked, caught between anger and laughter.
âNo,â he said. âThatâs why I said it. But you know very well what I expect, Eve. Few otherwomen would. Thatâs only one of the reasons I want you so. And soâ¦?â
âYou want me to tell you here and now that Iâll marry you immediately? This decision will be for the rest of my life.â
âSo it is,â he agreed.
âThere are still so many things I donât know,â she said anxiously.
He gazed at her curiously.
âLittle things, but important ones. What do you do?â she blurted. âOh, I donât mean for a livelihood. Gentlemen donât work, I know that. But how do you pass the time? I know you donât frequent London clubs, because you
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