with a guy once who rented a limo to take her to a very expensive restaurant in Manhattan. When the check came, he asked her to wait in the car while he took care of it. It was not until theyâd sped down the street and across the bridge that the guy told her he had cut out without paying. She never dated him again, and he couldnât understand why she had been so pissed off.
âSam?â my mother called from the hall outside her bedroom door. A private talk with Grandma would have to bepostponed, I thought, and I slipped Tonyâs number into a drawer in my bedside table, threw on a nylon robe, and went to hug Mom. Her familiar scent of jasmine bath salts made me feel cozy.
âDid you sleep okay, Mom?â
âNot really. My pressure was acting up. I heard ya come in late last night.â
âNot very,â I said.
âNo matter. Ya know the rules.â
I nodded and we went into the kitchen. I put my arms around Grandmaâs waist and squeezed. She was a lot heavier than she used to be and her flat breasts sagged against her body. âMorning, Grandma,â I said. Mom and I sat as Grandma handed me a glass of generic orange juice. I was accustomed to the no-name stuff in my household.
âI heard ya talkinâ on the phone,â Mom said.
âI met a guy last night, Mom,â I said, wide-eyed. âAt the feast. He told me to call when I woke up.â
Mom pursed her lips and shook her head from side to side. âHe did, did he? And ya just did it?â She lit a cigarette, pulled her thick auburn hair back, and tied a rubber band around it before eating or drinking a thingâher morning ritual. Puffs of smoke circled that once-lustrous hair I had loved and the breakfast table as it always had, that was when she wasnât off dyeing it every different color under the sun. I swear one day it would be jet black and one day it would be platinum blond. When she got really bored she would hit the box of dye, hard, her modest splurge besides drugs here and there. The blond-in-front-and-black-in-back look took the cake. I preferred the auburn strains. They were safe and thatâs what I wanted so badly for her.
Grandma and I said nothing. Mom had grown deaf to our protests and concern for her health long before. âI told ya that boys are supposeta pursue girls. They wonâ respect ya otherwise.â
âIt was just a phone call, Mom.â I looked to my grandmother for support but she kept her eyes glued to the frying pan.
âSo what did he have to say?â Mom asked. âDid he remember ya name?â
âHe wasnât awake yet.â
âItâs ten thirty in the morning!â Mom shouted. âWhat the hell is he doinâ, sleepinâ his life away?â
âMom, itâs Sunday. Everybody sleeps in on Sundays.â
âUnless theyâre God-fearing people that goes ta church,â Mom said.
âYou donât go, so who are you to preach?â
Momâs eyes narrowed. âDonât crack wise with me, Sam.â
Grandma turned her head and her eyes met mine for an instant before she resumed cooking. âSorry, Mom,â I said. âI donât know about church, but he does wear a cross.â
âThat doesnât prove anything,â Mom said. âPlenty of creeps, your father included, wear medals.â
I lowered my head. Grandma changed the subject while she stirred the eggs. âWhat does he do, Samelah?â
âWell, I canât say exactly, but itâs important. Everbodyâs real respectful of him.â
âRespect him?â Mom asked. âHow old is he?â
âAround twenty.â
âChrissakes, Sam! He should be wid someone his own age.â
I didnât answer. It was no use arguing with my mother. She was bitter about her life and that she had gotten sick, and sometimes directed her resentment toward me and Grandma. Mom battled with her mother over not
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