this kind of intimacy with such a great-looking guy, a stranger whom I was getting to know real fast? Tony brushed my lips with his, pressed both sides of my head with his hands, and then thrust his tongue deep into my mouth. I was startled, but my mouth drew him in. I had never been kissed like that before, I had to admit, and I had to admit, too, that it felt good. I liked that feeling and felt as if he was talking to me without saying any words. I also felt privileged that Tony, the great blond gladiator whom everyone showered with admiring eyes, was kissing me. Poor, no-father, sick-mother me!
I relaxed a little and he kissed my neck and ears. I shuddered and turned my face completely toward him, asking for more as a John Paul Young song, muffled in the distance, wafted through the branches to where we were:
And I donât know if Iâm being foolish,
Donât know if Iâm being wise â¦
He wanted me and no one else, I kept telling myself. I allowed my tongue to probe his mouth and felt a familiar moist heat between my legs. There was something about Tony that made me tingle all over. With his body pressed so close to mine, I felt a manâs hardness for the first time andmy body stiffened again. Tony seemed ready for anything but I wasnât. The kiss had been fine but this was way too fast for me. I pushed his shoulders away a bit, took a deep breath, and smiled at him. He backed off.
âYouâre a natural, Samantha Bonti,â Tony said, âsince this was your first kiss and all.â Did he really believe Iâd never kissed another boy in my whole life? I wondered, my pride somewhat dashed. But I knew it had never been like what he had just done. And I knew I sure as hell wasnât going any further than kissing.
Tony leaned toward my ear once more. âI want ya ta know that I really like ya, Samantha Bonti,â he said. I just loved the way he said my name. âAnd thatâs a pretty big thing in a girlâs life, when a guy like me falls for her. I know we just met and all, but thereâs sumthinâ about ya that I could get used ta ⦠if ya know what I mean.â
The things he had done and what he was saying both excited and scared me. I was glad he hadnât forced himself completely on me and that I would have time to sort things out. I wanted to find Janice and go home. âI have to go, itâs getting way too late for me to still be out.â
âYeah, at your age anâ all. Ya should be home in bed,â Tony said with a narrow smile. âGimme your number. I might wanna take ya out to Angeloâs sometime. What do you think of that?â
I thought enough of going to
the
place in Manhattanâs Little Italy to open my purse and take out a tube of black eyeliner. I grabbed Tonyâs hand and wrote my number on his palm. He reached into a pocket and handed me a piece of scrap paper with his name and phone number written on it. âTake this,â Tony said, âanâ call me when ya wake up tomorrow. I wanna hear how ya sound first thing.â
âYeah, okay,â I said, taking the paper from him and staring at it before putting it in my purse. âWhat do you do? Carry those around in case you meet a hot girl?â
âYouâre already breakinâ my heart, Samantha Bonti.â Mine fluttered as he led me back to the avenue. âLetâs go find Janice soâs you two can hold hands on the way home.â
I walked beside Tony, searching for my friend at every food and game booth that we passed. I saw her at last, hanging on Richieâs arm and munching on a cannoli. I smiled at the two of them together and then rushed over and hugged my friend. âHey, Richie,â I said after I separated from Janice.
âHow ya doinâ, Sam?â
âNot too bad,â I answered, blushing. Tony came up and they exchanged hellos. âWant one a doze?â he asked me as he pointed at
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