Burning in Water, Drowing in Flame

Burning in Water, Drowing in Flame by Charles Bukowski

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wife, she was nice,
    she was tired of bombs under the pillow and hissing the Pope,
    and she had a very nice figure, very good legs,
    but I guess she felt as I: that the weakness was not Government
    but Man, one at a time, that men were never as strong as
    their ideas
    and that ideas were governments turned into men;
    and so it began on a couch with a spilled martini
    and it ended in the bedroom: desire, revolution,
    nonsense ended, and the shades rattled in the wind,
    rattled like sabres, cracked like cannon,
    and 30 dogs, 20 men on 20 horses chased one fox
    across the fields under the sun,
    and I got out of bed and yawned and scratched my belly
    and knew that soon very soon I would have to get
    very drunk again.
     

the girls
     
     
    I have been looking at
    the same
    lampshade
    for
    5 years
    and it has gathered
    a bachelor’s dust
    and
    the girls who enter here
    are too
    busy
    to clean it
     
     
    but I don’t mind
    I have been too
    busy
    to notice
    until now
     
     
    that the light
    shines
    badly
    through
    5 years’
    worth.
     

a note on rejection slips
     
     
    it is not very good
    to not get through
    whether it’s the
    wall
    the human mind
    sleep
    wakefulness
    sex
    excretion
    or most anything
    you can name
    or
    can’t name.
     
     
    when a chicken
    catches its worm
    the chicken gets through
    and when the worm
    catches you
    (dead or alive)
    I’d have to say,
    even through its lack
    of sensibility,
    that it enjoys
    it.
     
     
    it’s like when you
    send this poem
    back
    I’ll figure
    it just didn’t get
    through.
     
     
    either there were
    fatter worms
    or the chicken
    couldn’t
    see.
     
     
    the next time
    I break an egg
    I’ll think of
    you.
     
     
    scramble with
    fork
     
     
    and then turn up
    the flame
     
     
    if I
    have
    one.
     

true story
     
     
    they found him walking along the freeway
    all red in
    front
    he had taken a rusty tin can
    and cut off his sexual
    machinery
    as if to say—
    see what you’ve done to
    me? you might as well have the
    rest.
     
     
    and he put part of him
    in one pocket and
    part of him in
    another
    and that’s how they found him,
    walking
    along.
     
     
    they gave him over to the
    doctors
    who tried to sew the parts
    back
    on
    but the parts were
    quite contented
    they way they
    were.
     
     
    I think sometimes of all the good
    ass
    turned over to the
    monsters of the
    world.
     
     
    maybe it was his protest against
    this or
    his protest
    against
    everything.
     
     
    a one man
    Freedom March
    that never squeezed in
    between
    the concert reviews and the
    baseball
    scores.
     
     
    God, or somebody,
    bless
    him.
     

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    he hooked to the body hard
    took it well
    and loved to fight
    had seven in a row and a small fleck
    over one eye,
    and then he met a kid from Camden
    with arms thin as wires—
    it was a good one,
    the safe lions roared and threw money;
    they were both up and down many times,
    but he lost that one
    and he lost the rematch
    in which neither of them fought at all,
    hanging on to each other like lovers through the boos,
    and now he’s over at Mike’s
    changing tires and oil and batteries,
    the fleck over the eye
    still young,
    but you don’t ask him,
    you don’t ask him anything
    except maybe
    you think it’s going to rain?
    or
    you think the sun’s gonna come out?
    to which he’ll usually answer
    hell no,
    but you’ll have your important tank of gas
    and drive off.
     

class
     
     
    these boys have got class
    they ought to make kings
    out of old men
    rolling cigarettes
    in rooms small enough
    to recognize
    a single shadow;
    for them
    all has gone away
    like a light under the
    door
    yet
    they recognize and
    bear the absence;
    tricked and slugged to
    zero
    they wait on death
    with the temperate patience of
    a mother teaching her child
    to eat;
    for them, everything has
    run away
    like a rose in the mouth
    of a hog;
    the burning of cities
    must have been
    like this.
    but like trucks of garbage
    shaking with love
    these boys
    might
    rise

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