it to be, except any ordinary sense of time seemed to have been canceled. It felt like hours since he’d seen the man biting the dog in the park. It also seemed like no time at all. But there was time, such as humans measured it, anyway, and in Kent Pond, Sharon would surely be back by now at the house he still thought of as home. He needed to talk to her. To make sure she was all right and tell her he was, too, but those weren’t the important things. Making sure Johnny was all right, that was important, but there was something even more important than that. Vital, really.
He didn’t have a cell phone, and neither did Sharon, he was almost positive of that. She might have picked one up since they’d separated in April, he supposed, but they still lived in the same town, he saw her almost every day, and he thought if she’d picked one up, he would have known. For one thing, she would have given him the number, right? Right. But—
But Johnny had one. Little Johnny-Gee, who wasn’t so little anymore, twelve wasn’t so little, and that was what he’d wanted for his last birthday. A red cell phone that played the theme music from his favorite TV program when it rang. Of course he was forbidden to turn it on or even take it out of his backpack when he was in school, but school hours were over now. Also, Clay and Sharon actually encouraged him to take it, partly because of the separation. There might be emergencies, or minor inconveniences such as a missed bus. What Clay had to hang on to was how Sharon had said she’d look into Johnny’s room lately and more often than not see the cell lying forgotten on his desk or the windowsill beside his bed, off the charger and dead as dogshit.
Still, the thought of John’s red cell phone ticked away in his mind like a bomb.
Clay touched the landline phone on the hotel desk, then withdrew his hand. Outside, something else exploded, but this one was distant. It was like hearing an artillery shell explode when you were well behind the lines.
Don’t make that assumption, he thought. Don’t even assume there are lines.
He looked across the lobby and saw Tom squatting beside Alice as she sat on the sofa. He was murmuring to her quietly, touching one of her loafers and looking up into her face. That was good. He was good. Clay was increasingly glad he’d run into Tom McCourt…or that Tom McCourt had run into him.
The landlines were probably all right. The question was whether probably was good enough. He had a wife who was still sort of his responsibility, and when it came to his son there was no sort-of at all. Even thinking of Johnny was dangerous. Every time his mind turned to the boy, Clay felt a panic-rat inside his mind, ready to burst free of the flimsy cage that held it and start gnawing anything it could get at with its sharp little teeth. If he could make sure Johnny and Sharon were okay, he could keep the rat in its cage and plan what to do next. But if he did something stupid, he wouldn’t be able to help anyone. In fact, he would make things worse for the people here. He thought about this a little and then called the desk clerk’s name.
When there was no answer from the inner office, he called again. When there was still no answer, he said, “I know you hear me, Mr. Ricardi. If you make me come in there and get you, it’ll annoy me. I might get annoyed enough to consider putting you out on the street.”
“You can’t do that,” Mr. Ricardi said in a tone of surly instruction. “You are a guest of the hotel.”
Clay thought of repeating what Tom had said to him while they were still outside— things have changed. Something made him keep silent instead.
“What,” Mr. Ricardi said at last. Sounding more surly than ever. From overhead came a louder thump, as if someone had dropped a heavy piece of furniture. A bureau, maybe. This time even the girl looked up. Clay thought he heard a muffled shout—or maybe a howl of pain—but if so, there was no
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