.â
âOh no.â Bennie couldnât imagine the cruelty of the words to the grieving boy. âWhat happened after Richie said that? Did you hit him?â
âNo, I started, like, crying.â Jason kept his head down, his lower lip trembling. âI was trying not to, but I couldnât help it and then they started laughing harder, so then I dropped my tray and I shoved Richie, and he shoved me back.â Jason wiped his eyes with the palm of his hand. âNext thing I knew, I was on the ground and he was on top of me, and they called the police.â
âDid you tell the cops?â
âNo.â
âThe judge?â
âNo, I was too scared. The courtroom was so big it looked like a castle!â Jasonâs glistening eyes went wide again, this time with fear. âAnd the judge was sitting on this big tall desk, way up high like a king , and he started yelling right away. He came to our assembly last year, he goes to all the schools and he tells them, if you make trouble or break the rules, Iâm going to put you in juvie.â
Bennie wasnât completely surprised to hear that the judge had spoken at school, because the judiciary in Pennsylvania were elected instead of being chosen by merit selection. One of the unfortunate results of the antiquated system was that judges frequently spoke at schools, Rotary Clubs, and even farm shows, pandering like common politicians, instead of guardians of the law.
âYeah, and then they just put me in handcuffs and they even put them around my legs .â
Bennie still couldnât wrap her mind around putting shackles on a seventh grader. In the Philadelphia criminal system, shackles werenât even used for accused murderers anymore.
âI felt like I was going into a dungeon .â
Bennie didnât interrupt him, but from the looks of the detention center, a dungeon wouldâve been an upgrade.
âI couldnât even walk, and I felt so bad. They got me out and I didnât even get to say good-bye to my dad. He musta been embarrassed in front of his boss. All the people from his work, they came to my momâs funeralâ¦â Jasonâs voice trailed off and he bit his lip. âI feel like Iâm a bad kid, now.â
âNo, youâre a good kidââ
âBut Iâm in jail . They lock us in our rooms, and the other kids in here, theyâre bad kids. And theyâre big , theyâre all bigger than me. Iâm the youngest. Even Richie is older than me.â
âRichie is here, too?â Bennie questioned the wisdom of sending a bully to the same detention center as his victim. With adult offenders, she could have asked for a separation order, requesting a court to assign them to two different prisons.
âYes, heâs on my hall.â
âIs he giving you a hard time?â
âYes.â Jason shook his head, still facing down.
Bennie felt her blood boil. âStay away from him. Try to avoid him, as best you can.â
âIâm going to be here, like, forever. Iâm gonna miss Christmas .â Jason bit his lower lip hard, but it trembled nevertheless.
âIâm going to try my hardest to see what I can do about that. Iâll be here tomorrow to talk to you and tell you whatâs going on.â
âOkay. Thanks.â
âGood, you hang in here.â Bennie collected her pen and legal pad, and slid them back into her messenger bag. âYouâre not too old a kid for me to hug, are you?â
âI guess not,â Jason answered, with a shaky smile. He got to his feet, and Bennie went over and gave him a hug, though she couldnât remember the last time sheâd hugged a child. She couldnât deny a surprisingly maternal twinge she felt, especially when she realized that Jason was clinging to her, longer than necessary.
âYouâre gonna be okay, buddy,â Bennie said softly.
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