in his boot, and that was just going to have to be enough if it was someone who had come to look for trouble. Heâd had enough of fear and mobs for one day, and it wouldnât surprise him if somebody like that damned reporter was waiting for him, or a madman set on his revenge for the killing of a Ranger. It was not that hard to imagine, considering the viciousness of the crowd outside the state capitol earlier in the day.
He kept walking, and it only took Josiah a minute to realize that the person waiting on the porch was Scrap Elliot, his head hung low, pacing back and forth like he had done something wrong. Josiah exhaled heavily, relieved there was no threat, if only for a second or two.
âDamn, am I glad to see you,â Scrap said as Josiah walked up to the porch.
âWhat are you doing here?â
âWaitinâ for you. What the Sam Hill does it look like Iâm doinâ, sittinâ here whittling away the time?â
Josiah could smell tobacco smoke as he stopped a few feet in front of Scrap, and he thought he could smell the hint of a beer, too. Scrap was not a big drinker, but heâd been known to spend a little time in some saloons, just like a lot of boys his age.
There was a soft light on in the house, and Josiah was certain that Ofelia was still up and about, just as he was sure that Lyle was asleep for the night. He motioned for Scrap to step off the porch and walk out to the street so their voices wouldnât disturb anybody. The last thing Scrap would think about on a good day was waking a sleeping child.
âWhat did you do?â Josiah asked.
âI didnât do nothinâ, I just got a bad feelinâ, thatâs all.â
âAbout what?â
âWhat the hell do you think itâs about, Wolfe? You shootinâ Feders. Those three stuffed shirts grilled me pretty hard.â
âI figured they would. As long as you told them the truth, then thereâs nothing to worry about. Now, go back to the boardinghouse youâre staying at, get a good nightâs sleep, and maybe weâll find out tomorrow whatâs going to happen.â
âI told them I thought you did the right thing,â Scrap said, the words almost tripping out of his mouth.
âThat ought to be good enough,â Josiah said, eyeing Scrap warily.
âI couldnât be sure, Wolfe, donât you see. I told them I couldnât be sure that Captain Feders was goinâ for his gun when you shot him, though. But with him beinâ with OâReilly, and the lighting in the dark sky, and all, well, I just couldnât be sure.â
Josiah nodded. âItâs all right, Scrap. Really. Iâve questioned that moment a million times over. If theyâve got reason to cast doubt on the right or wrong of my actions, then maybe it is best that I face a trial.â
âYou canât mean that,â Scrap said.
âYou saw that crowd outside the capitol today. This thing isnât going away anytime soon.â
âYouâre no killer, Wolfe.â
âI killed my first man when I was younger than you, Elliot. Pete Feders was not my first, you know that.â
âYou was in the war. You had no choice.â
âI didnât. But I also had to learn how to live with killing a man over the years. Itâs not easy. Wasnât then, and sure isnât now, either.â
âI donât like what youâre sayinâ.â
âMaybe Iâm not that much different from John Wesley Hardin, Liam OâReilly, or Charlie Langdon. Maybe I can pull the trigger and walk away like I just killed a skunk and not think a thing about it. Maybe I meant to kill Pete Feders all along.â
âThatâs crazy talk.â
âJust a bit of my thinking coming off of the tip of my tongue, Elliot. I canât control what happens. I had a choice not to kill Pete. I could have wounded him and let him stand for his crimes. Now I
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