palm-leaf roof, this house had
been the center of her adult life. Here she moved
as a young bride with her husband, bore her children,
raised them, cried and laughed with them, buried two
of the ten, watched the others grow up and marry and move
away. And here she watched her husband die
of cancer.
He had died… sixteen years ago, sixteen
years in November.
You never think about outliving your spouse when you are
young. Never think about what comes afterward, after happiness,
after love. Then, too soon, the never-thoughtab
future arrives.
She sat on the porch and looked at the clouds
floating above the distant ocean, almost like ships,
sailing someplace. …
She had lived her whole life upon this island, every day
of it, had never been farther from this house than
Havana, and that on just two occasions: once when she
was a teenage girl, on a marvelous expedition with
her older sister, and once when her son Maximo was
sworn in as the minister of finance.
She had met Fidel Castro on that visit to the
capital, felt the power of his personality, like a
fire that warmed everyone within range. Oh, what a
man he was, tall, virile, comfull of life.
No wonder Maximo orbited Fidel’s star. His
brother Jorge, her eldest, had been one of
Castro’s most dedicated disciples, espousing
Marxism and Cuban nationalism, refusing to listen
to the slightest criticism of his hero.
Jorge, dead of heart failure at the age of
forty-two, another dreamer.
All the Sedanos were dreamers, she thought,
povertystricken dreamers trapped on this sun-washed
island in a sun-washed sea, isolated from the rest of
humankind,
the
rest of the species….
She thought of Jorge when she saw Mercedes, his
widow, climb from the car. The men in the car glanced
at her seated on the porch, didn’t wave, merely
drove on, leaving Mercedes standing in the road.
“Hola, Mima.”
Jorge, cheated of life with this woman, whom he
loved more than anything, more than Castro, more than his
parents, more than
anything,
for the Sedanos were also great lovers.
“Hola,
my pretty one. Come sit beside me.”
As she stepped on the porch, Dona Maria said,
“Thank you for coming.”
“It is nothing. We both loved Jorge….”
“Jorge…”
Mercedes looked at Maria’s hands, took them in
her own, as if they weren’t twisted and crippled.
She kissed the older woman, then sat on a bench
beside her and looked at the sea.
“It is still there. It never changes.”
“Not like we do.”
The emotions twisted Mercedes’s insides, made
her eyes tear. Here in this place she had had so
much, then with no warning it was gone, as if a mighty
tide had swept away all that she valued, leaving
only sand and rock.
Jorgeoh, what a man he was, a dreamer and
lover and believer in social justice. A true
believer, without a selfish bone in his body … and of
course he had died young, before he realized how much
reality differed from his dreams.
He lived and died a crusader for justice and
Cuba and all of that… and left her to grow old
alone … lonely in the night, looking for someone who
cared about something besides himself.
She bit her lip and looked down at Dona
Maria’s hands, twisted and misshapen. On
impulse leaned across and kissed the older woman on
the cheek.
“God bless you, dear childea”…Dona Maria
said.
Ocho came walking along the road, trailed by four
of the neighborhood children who were skipping and laughing
and trying to make him smile. When he turned in at
his mother’s gate, the children scampered away.
Everyone on the porch turned and looked at him,
called a greeting as he quickly covered the three or
four paces of the path. Ocho was the Greek god,
with the dark hair atop a perfect head1, a
perfect face, a perfect body … tall, with
broad shoulders and impossibly narrow hips, he
moved like a cat. He dominated a room,
radiating masculinity like a beacon, drawing the
eyes of every
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