not fully."
Saren had said the same thing.
Roane looked towards where he had come from. He still didn't move so I asked, "Is there something else? Is something bothering you?" Was it her? Was he thinking of Talia?
His eyes whirled back to mine. I saw her in them. He had been thinking of her and that hurt more than I ever wanted to admit. "Do you miss her?"
Everything in him shut down. Roane was stiff now and he spoke, "I'll check with you every now and then. I don't want you to worry about me. I'll be fine and if something happens, Gregory and Wren will come for you. You'll be protected by one of us if you should need it."
He left abruptly and I couldn't help but think more should've been spoken between us, but she changed everything. The memory of Talia would always come between us and I had to accept it. He loved her, not me. A part of me wanted that to change. That same part of me clung to the idea that it would, that he'd turn his love to me, but I wasn't so sure now.
CHAPTER EIGHT
I tried to be normal after that day. Blue called me a few times, but I never answered. I knew she called because I skipped that meeting and the next two, but I couldn't tell her why. Saren told me not to speak to Blue anymore and for some reason, that didn't bother me. It should've, but it didn't. Maybe I had sensed what she was trying to warn me about my sponsor?
"Hiya, roommate!" Pippa called out when she came through the door. My actual roommate followed behind carrying a shopping bag.
"Hey guys." I tried to sound cheerful, as much as Pippa, but I didn't have the heart. And I didn't think her greeting was that funny. She had become like a roommate since she and Emily had become best bosom buddies. "You guys look happy. Why?"
Emily frowned. "What's wrong with you?"
What was wrong with me? What was wrong with her? More and more my roommate had started to transform into someone who was direct and dare I say it? She met problems head-on? Was this possible?
I narrowed my eyes. "You're changing. Why?"
Pippa's eyes widened and she grew silent. I felt her melt into the background.
Emily dropped her bags. "Excuse me if I'm changing. I don't feel right, if you really want to know. And who are you to talk? You've changed too, Davy. It's like you're moping. You ignore calls from that purple lady and you don't go anywhere except for class." Then her eyes got wide. "Is this about Kates? Did you guys have a fight and I didn't know? Am I being a bad friend?"
Pippa glanced at Emily. Her nostrils flared and I felt the wolf sniffing the air. It felt like she was trying to sniff her way into me. When I felt the tickling, the giggle rose up and I stood from the desk. "This has nothing to do with Kates. This is about you. You were going crazy and now you seem off. I don't know why, but it's different."
"Bad different?" I heard the caution in Emily's voice.
"No." The tickling hadn't stopped. "It's a good different. I don't feel like I've been a part of it and that makes me a little sad , I guess." Then I laughed.
Emily frowned.
I laughed harder and glared at Pippa.
"What?" My roommate looked between us two. "Davy, do you think this is funny?"
"Not at all." I couldn't stop giggling.
"You're laughing. That's not polite."
She sounded so offended, which only made me giggle harder. Pippa was sniffing like crazy. It felt like her nose was pressed into my butt.
"I'm sorry." I bit down on my lip, trying to silence the laughter. Then I snapped at Pippa, "Stop it!"
She squeaked and rushed out of the room.
"What?" Emily's mouth hung open. "What is wrong with you? She wasn't doing anything."
She was, but I couldn't tell that to Emily so I shrugged. "I'm jealous of her. She's your new best friend. You two are always together and it's like you're attached at the hip. I'm sorry. I'm human. I felt left out."
I was going to hell. A very bad, dungeons-with-fire type of hell.
Emily melted. "Oh, I'm so sorry, Davy. I didn't think you cared. You seem so
Saren had said the same thing.
Roane looked towards where he had come from. He still didn't move so I asked, "Is there something else? Is something bothering you?" Was it her? Was he thinking of Talia?
His eyes whirled back to mine. I saw her in them. He had been thinking of her and that hurt more than I ever wanted to admit. "Do you miss her?"
Everything in him shut down. Roane was stiff now and he spoke, "I'll check with you every now and then. I don't want you to worry about me. I'll be fine and if something happens, Gregory and Wren will come for you. You'll be protected by one of us if you should need it."
He left abruptly and I couldn't help but think more should've been spoken between us, but she changed everything. The memory of Talia would always come between us and I had to accept it. He loved her, not me. A part of me wanted that to change. That same part of me clung to the idea that it would, that he'd turn his love to me, but I wasn't so sure now.
CHAPTER EIGHT
I tried to be normal after that day. Blue called me a few times, but I never answered. I knew she called because I skipped that meeting and the next two, but I couldn't tell her why. Saren told me not to speak to Blue anymore and for some reason, that didn't bother me. It should've, but it didn't. Maybe I had sensed what she was trying to warn me about my sponsor?
"Hiya, roommate!" Pippa called out when she came through the door. My actual roommate followed behind carrying a shopping bag.
"Hey guys." I tried to sound cheerful, as much as Pippa, but I didn't have the heart. And I didn't think her greeting was that funny. She had become like a roommate since she and Emily had become best bosom buddies. "You guys look happy. Why?"
Emily frowned. "What's wrong with you?"
What was wrong with me? What was wrong with her? More and more my roommate had started to transform into someone who was direct and dare I say it? She met problems head-on? Was this possible?
I narrowed my eyes. "You're changing. Why?"
Pippa's eyes widened and she grew silent. I felt her melt into the background.
Emily dropped her bags. "Excuse me if I'm changing. I don't feel right, if you really want to know. And who are you to talk? You've changed too, Davy. It's like you're moping. You ignore calls from that purple lady and you don't go anywhere except for class." Then her eyes got wide. "Is this about Kates? Did you guys have a fight and I didn't know? Am I being a bad friend?"
Pippa glanced at Emily. Her nostrils flared and I felt the wolf sniffing the air. It felt like she was trying to sniff her way into me. When I felt the tickling, the giggle rose up and I stood from the desk. "This has nothing to do with Kates. This is about you. You were going crazy and now you seem off. I don't know why, but it's different."
"Bad different?" I heard the caution in Emily's voice.
"No." The tickling hadn't stopped. "It's a good different. I don't feel like I've been a part of it and that makes me a little sad , I guess." Then I laughed.
Emily frowned.
I laughed harder and glared at Pippa.
"What?" My roommate looked between us two. "Davy, do you think this is funny?"
"Not at all." I couldn't stop giggling.
"You're laughing. That's not polite."
She sounded so offended, which only made me giggle harder. Pippa was sniffing like crazy. It felt like her nose was pressed into my butt.
"I'm sorry." I bit down on my lip, trying to silence the laughter. Then I snapped at Pippa, "Stop it!"
She squeaked and rushed out of the room.
"What?" Emily's mouth hung open. "What is wrong with you? She wasn't doing anything."
She was, but I couldn't tell that to Emily so I shrugged. "I'm jealous of her. She's your new best friend. You two are always together and it's like you're attached at the hip. I'm sorry. I'm human. I felt left out."
I was going to hell. A very bad, dungeons-with-fire type of hell.
Emily melted. "Oh, I'm so sorry, Davy. I didn't think you cared. You seem so
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