Dead Beautiful by Yvonne Woon Page B

easy to pretend you’re smart when you don’t talk to anyone.”
    Eleanor still didn’t respond. “Shh …” she muttered under her breath.
    But before I could say “What?” I heard a cough behind me. Oh God, I thought to myself, and slowly turned around.
    “Hi,” he said with a half grin that seemed to be mocking me.
    And that’s how I met Dante Berlin.
    So how do you describe someone who leaves you speechless?
    He was beautiful. Not Monet beautiful or white sandy beach beautiful or even Grand Canyon beautiful. It was both more overwhelming and more delicate. Like gazing into the night sky and feeling incredibly small in comparison. Like holding a shell in your hand and wondering how nature was able to make something so complex yet so perfect: his eyes, dark and pensive; his messy brown hair tucked behind one ear; his arms, strong and lean beneath the cuffs of his collared shirt.
    I wanted to say something witty or charming, but all I could muster up was a timid “Hi.”
    He studied me with what looked like a mix of disgust and curiosity.
    “You must be Eugene,” I said.
    “I am.” He smiled, then leaned in and added, “I hope I can trust you to keep my true identity a secret. A name like Eugene could do real damage to my mysterious persona.”
    I blushed at the sound of my words coming from his lips. He didn’t seem anything like the person Eleanor had described.
    “And you are—”
    “Renée,” I interjected.
    “I was going to say, ‘in my seat,’ but Renée will do.”
    My face went red. “Oh, right. Sorry.”
    “Renée like the philosopher René Descartes? How esoteric of you. No wonder you think you know everything. You probably picked that name just to cultivate your overly analytical persona.”
    I glared at him. I knew he was just dishing back my own insults, but it still stung. “Well, it was nice meeting you,” I said curtly, and pushed past him before he could respond, waving a quick good-bye to Eleanor, who looked too stunned to move.
    I turned and walked to the last row, using all of my self-control to resist looking back.
    “Sorry,” I said as I squeezed through the row at the end of the alphabet, stepping over feet and pushing past knees. I stopped in front of the blond boy I’d seen from up front. He looked up at me through his glasses, then quickly averted his eyes, as if he had done something wrong.
    “Is this W ?” I asked.
    It took a few seconds for him to realize I was speaking to him. Finally he nodded. “Welch, like the juice,” he said, referring to himself, “and Wurst,” he said, lowering his voice to a whisper as he pointed to the girl to his left, “like the sausage.”
    I let out a surprised laugh. “I’m Renée. Winters, like the season,” I said, and sat down next to him.
    He was a shrimp of a person, and blond all the way down to his eyelashes. He had inordinately skinny arms and looked like he’d spent the majority of his life in his parents’ basement playing video games. Yet still, there was something strangely interesting about him. I tried to place it. Was it the fact that he hadn’t blinked since we’d started talking, or the way he leaned a little too close when he spoke? No, it was something more.
    “I’m Nathaniel. I mean, that’s my first name.” He adjusted his glasses. His shaggy hair looked like it hadn’t been washed or brushed in days, and his skin was as pasty as waxed paper, save for a collection of blemishes on his chin and forehead.
    I smiled. “Got it.”
    “You’re new here, right?”
    I nodded.
    “Me too. Well, I was last year. I’m not new anymore.”
    A hush fell over the crowd. From the back, a line of people filed onto the lawn.
    “Those are the professors,” Nathaniel said.
    They walked stiffly and all wore the same blue-and-gold scarf around their necks. The frayed ends dangled loosely above their waists as they took their seats in the front row.
    At the center of the lawn was an ancient oak tree. Its gnarled