was pulled back into a ponytail, and even though she was pale, there was a tragic prettiness about her.
I bought a forty-four-ounce diet cola, feeling nervous, while Gillian stared at her mother with a longing that made me ache at a cellular level.
âYou were at Gillianâs funeral,â Helen said, blinking as though she was just coming out of a stupor. âI saw you.â
I nodded. Put out my free hand. âMojo Sheepshanks,â I said. âI come into the store sometimes. Iâm so sorry, Mrs. Erlandâabout Gillian.â
She blinked. Retreated into herself a little. Iâd seen the expression before; any moment now, the blinds would be pulled and the lights would go out. âYouâre the one who was on TV.â
âYes,â I answered.
âYouâre a detective,â she mused.
âA private investigator,â I clarified.
She leaned partway across the counter and spoke in a low voice. âMy husband did not kill our daughter,â she said. âVince would never have hurt Gillian.â
I didnât know what to say to that, so I didnât say anything.
Fresh tears sprang to Helen Erlandâs eyes. âThe police think Vince is guilty,â she whispered desperately. âTheyâre not even looking for the real murderer!â
I thought of Tucker. Whatever our differences, I knew he was a good cop. Heâd be looking for the killer, all right. I let the remark pass, since I wasnât there to argue. âI know you must have been asked this question over and over again, until you wanted to scream,â I said gently. âBut do you have any idea who might have done such a thing? Besides your husband, I mean.â
She sniffled, snatched a handful of tissues from a box behind the counter and swabbed her face. Her skin looked raw, as though sheâd tried to scrub it away. âIt must have been a drifter, someone like that,â she said. âNobody who knew Gillian would want to hurt her.â There was a short pause. âShe was such a brave little thing. She couldnât hear, you know, or speak, except in sign language. But she did everything the other kids didâeven ballet. She told me she could feel the music, coming up through the floor.â
I swallowed. I could have used a handful of tissues myself just about then.
âIâm so sorry,â I said again.
âEverybodyâs âsorry,ââ Helen Erland replied, almost scoffing. âThat wonât bring her back.â
I nodded, looked away, blinked rapidly until my vision cleared. âI wish there was some way I could help,â I said, thinking aloud.
âI work in a cash-and-dash,â Mrs. Erland said, peering at me from beneath an overhead cigarette rack on my side of the counter. âI canât pay you much, but if you want to helpâif you werenât just saying thatâthere is something you can do. You can find out who killed my baby girl.â
I felt Gillianâs hand creep into mine, and gave it a subtle squeeze.
I remembered Tuckerâs warning the day before, in my apartment. I mean it, Mojo. Stay out of this case.
âThis is a matter for the police, Mrs. Erland,â I said. âNot a private detective.â
âThe police, â Helen mocked. âThey think theyâve got the killer. Theyâre just going to pretend to investigate until all the media hype dies down. Then Vince will spend the rest of his life in prisonâif he isnât executedâand whoever did this will go free.â
I wondered how much of the conversation Gillian was taking in. She couldnât hear, and being dead hadnât changed that, but sheâd probably learned to read her motherâs every expression, not just her lips.
Her fingers tightened around mine.
âIâll look into it,â I heard myself say. It wasnât the fee that prompted this decisionâthere wouldnât be one. And
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