boysâMatt Ryan, Dominic Santangelo, and Lex Devlinâhad run like brothers in the youthful assurance that they owned the world. They lived and breathed as one through every moment of Mattâs ascendancy through the rankings of professional light heavyweight boxers. The memories of those days seemed to rise like mist from the streets. They made the mission Lex was on almost unbearably bitter.
Lex pulled up in front of a gym in one of the old sections of Charlestown whose character had not been bulldozed by urbanization. The gym had always looked to him like an enduring symbol of Mattâs fighting spirit. Now it looked tired. Lex noticed the cracked paint and sagging door for the first time. It stood, but it showed the scars of decades in a hard-times neighborhood.
In the ring in the center of the gym, Lex saw two scrawny, wiry boys with oversized gloves dancing around each other like a couple of tentative pit bulls. A large man in sweats was leaning on the ropes, yelling alternate jibes and encouragement.
âTimmy, do you think youâre on
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? What the hell are you doinâ? For the love of the saints, will you plant yourself? This is not a road race. Kevin, when I said a moving target, I didnât mean a fifty-yard dash. Thatâs the stuff, Timmy, now jab! Kevin, get those gloves up! Protect that pretty face or your motherâll have my scalp.â
Lex came up behind him and put a hand on his shoulder. âLetâs talk, Matt.â
Matt called the match and sent the boys to the showers after extracting a promise of two miles at a fast jog. He accepted Lexâs invitation for a beer and a sandwich at the pub around the corner.
When they walked through the crowd of noon customers, it was âHi, Father.â âWhatâs up, Father?â âCan I buy you one, Father?â down the entire length of the pub. On another day, Lex would have basked in the reverence and affection for his pal. Today each word bit like a scorpion, knowing that when the word got out, the tide would turn viciously.
They took a table at the rear of the pub where their words would be drowned out by the buzz of voices.
Lex hardly knew how to start. Matt saved him the agony.
âI can see by that sour puss on you youâve heard the word from the cardinal.â Matt grabbed Lexâs shoulders and straightened his slouch into a straight-up position. He used the same tone he had used on his teenage boxers. âWould you look at you, you old grouch? Are we going to have a good lunch or attend my wake?â
Lex forced a smile. Matt leaned closer, but the tone was the same. âLetâs get this over with before the beers come so I can enjoy your good company. Iâll write the scene. First you say, âMatt, my old friend of forty some years, or should I say Right Reverend Monsignor Ryan, by any chance did you commit the worst and most disgusting and vile breach of the confidence these good people have placed in you?And did you do it over and over again to a boy who you picked up off the streets and treated like a son when his own father was too deep in the sauce to care about him? And if you did, how could you keep such a despicable secret all these years from your best friend whoâs about to buy you a grand lunch? Give me an answer, Monsignor Ryan.â
âAnd Iâll say in reply that no two of Godâs creatures know the heart and soul of each other better than you and I, Lex. And if for one single second you could think that the answer to any of that crap is âyes,â then Iâll say to hell with you, Lex Devlin, and Iâll buy my own lunch. Is that clear enough?â
The forced smile on Lexâs face was now genuine. âYou are one piece of Godâs work, Matthew Ryan. But it changes nothing. There never was, and there never will be, a fraction of a second that Iâd believe âthat crap,â as you call it. So your
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