shilling and sixpence in my purse. Next to nothing. Just enough for the next dayâs meal. If I spent it on shelter Iâd go hungry. Just a few yards away, the streets were still bustling with people going in and out of thetaverns and gaming houses, but I couldnât afford to join them, nor would it be safe to do so. I slipped back across the road and into the alleyway to the stage door. I knew it was locked but it was the nearest I could get to home. I stowed my bundle against the doorpost and curled down with my back to the comforting solidity of the oak. I wasnât ready to leave â not yet.
SCENE 4 â MR TWEADLE
âCat, you look terrible.â
Pedro was hanging out of the window of the Dover mail coach biding his friends farewell as I slid to the front of the queue. Iâd purposely left it to the last moment, mingling with the crowds until the coachman took his seat and picked up the reins. I couldnât cope with answering too many questions from Pedro today. After two nights of sleeping rough, I knew I must look a sight. To tell the truth, I was less worried about my begrimed state than the gnawing hunger. Iâd only had a penny roll yesterday and nothing so far this morning. I wasnât managing well and I was too humiliated to let anyone know. They all thought of me as the girl who always landed on her feet, good for a laugh, guaranteed to look on the bright side when others were moaning. I wasnât finding anything funny at the moment.
âHave a safe trip, Pedro,â I said huskily.
âCat! Where have you been? Why didnât you come earlier? Iâve been frantic with worry. Look, Iâll write to you â where shall I send it?â
I was about to say âDrury Laneâ but pulled up short before I made so obvious a mistake. âUm, send it to . . . to Sydâs parents. Iâm sure they wonât mind.â
âBut why canât I send it directly to you? Where are you staying?â Pedro asked shrewdly.
The coachman cracked his whip.
âOh, look: youâre off.â I gave Signor Angelini, Pedroâs master, a smile. â
Buon viaggio
!â
â
Grazie
, Caterina,â the maestro replied. âI look after your little friend for you!â
Pedro was not satisfied. âBut Cat, tell me where . . .â The coach surged forward in a clatter of hooves and jingle of harness. âIâll write to Frank if you ââ The rest of his words were lost as the mail pulled out of the stable yard. I kept up my smile, and waving, until he was out of sight, then I let it slide off my face like greasepaint under hot lights. I had to do something today. It was Monday. I couldnât spend any longer mourning for thehome that was now barred to me. Even though it was early summer, the nights were chilly. Sleeping rough was exactly how it sounded. If I carried on Iâd lose all claim to a respectable appearance and would find it even harder to get serious attention anywhere.
Struggling with my despondency, I sat down on the milestone in the inn yard. Dover 70 miles. All being well, Pedro would be on the high seas by nightfall, off on his grand tour like a proper gentleman. I knew I had another tour to make: a round of the booksellers. With my ducal patron abroad, I would have to see what a direct approach would do for me. It was all I had to offer. Picking up my bundle of stories, I set off towards St Paulâs.
Noon passed. The sun beat down on the stones, bleaching them a blinding grey-white like an expert washerwoman. My eyes were watering â but that was only the glare, of course. I assure you, Reader, I was becoming hardened to rejection. First the ingratiating, though slightly doubting, smile from the assistant as I stepped into the shop. Then the sneer that began as soon as I opened mybundle. A hurried âNo, thank you, missâ and ejection on to the pavement with the door snapped shut behind me. One
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