so much the face, but the hair and the clothes, the backpack. It was all so familiar. Those parents probably never found their daughter, just like at some point Echoâs brother would disappear and she and her parents would never find him. It was only a matter of time. And I was the only one who knew it.
Of course, my mother would have a different take. â Youâre overthinking things ,â sheâd probably say. â Just become the form. Forget about your own miserable self for once .â
And she would probably be right.
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Later that evening Echo knocked, then poked her head in. I hit the mute button.
âSupperâs ready,â she said. âMom told me to get you. She made yellow meal.â
âOkay,â I said, wondering what âyellow mealâ was. I got out of bed and followed Echo down the hall.
âYellow mealâ turned out to be frozen fish patties heated in the oven, Kraft macaroni and cheese, and canned corn. Apparently it was my favorite. To be honest, it was pretty good, if a bit monochromatic, and I was hungry, too, having eaten only half a can of beans in the last two days. Still, I was supposed to be sick, so I poked the food around the plate a bit at first. I figured sick people werenât supposed to seem too eager.
âStill not feeling great, huh?â Sheila asked, watching me. âBy now youâve usually inhaled your first plate and reloaded for seconds.â
Before I could answer, she turned and hollered into the living room.
âBarry, get in here! Your supperâs getting cold!â
A minute later Barry came in, the smoke from the last drag of his cigarette still trailing from his nostrils. He swigged the remnants of his beer and set it down next to the two other empty cans on the counter.
âYou left the TV on, Dad,â Echo said. Barry turned to her but didnât say anything, and after a second Echo looked down at her food.
âHow was work?â Sheila asked.
âA bitch. Big delivery in the morning, then a bunch of pipes broke at the hospital and I had guys coming in all afternoon looking for this and that. I told Mitch, another day like that and he could find himself a new manager.â
âCareful,â she said, âhe might take you up on it.â
âFunny, Sheila,â he said. âHe knows he could never make it without me there to run things for him.â
âI suppose,â she replied.
âNo supposing,â he said.
Then nobody said a word. We all just ate, staring at our plates, glancing up from time to time to see if anyone else was glancing up, and then ducking our eyes back down. Finally Barry broke the silence.
âAnd what about you?â he said, turning to me. âIs the little pansy going to be feeling good enough to go to school tomorrow?â
âBarry, stop it,â Sheila said.
âWell, the game against Waterburyâs coming up this weekend. I donât care how good a linebacker he is, if hemisses another practice, coach might not start him.â
âIâm feeling better,â I said.
âWell, start acting like it. You know, you look kind of funny. All pale and everything. Jesus, no wonder Amber doesnât call anymore.â He started laughing.
âBarry, leave him alone,â Sheila said. âThings are going fine with Amber. Isnât that right, Chris?â She turned and looked at me expectantly.
âSwimmingly,â I said. Iâd heard people say it in the movies before, and I always liked the sound of it. Unfortunately it didnât go over well with Barry.
âSwimmingly?â he said, scrunching up his face. âWhat are you, a faggot or something?â
âNo,â I said. âI just meant things were all right, thatâs all.â
âSwimmingly,â Echo said, then giggled to herself. She liked the word too.
âShut up, Echo,â her father barked.
âSwimmingly,â Echo
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