Down Low Adam by Doyle Mills by Doyle Mills

Down Low Adam
    By Doyle Mills
     
    Some men lead dual lives where outwardly they appear to blend in with the mainstream society as married or straight men, yet secretly have sexual encounters with other men. These men refer to themselves as Down Low. This reference is mainly attached to men in the black community, although it could be related to any man of any color regardless of ethnicity. It is a dishonest lifestyle where these men not only lie to themselves but to other people they may be involved with. We all deserve honesty even if it means we may be hurt.
    Many may ask what drives men to lead a Down Low life style. It could be driven by many reasons but there is no justifiable excuse. Race may be a factor, religion, or geographical location. But the bottom line is that Down Low men are driven by desires to experience sexual gratification with other men.
    This is Adam and Alex’s story and how they confront the truth about love .  
     
    A Personal Ad for a Down Low Man
    Looking for handsome good looking men to spend quality discreet time with on the down low. Me, I am a tall handsome black man in my late twenties. I am looking for smaller light skinned brothers or white men. Must meet at your place. Let me know if you are interested. Must be discreet not looking for love just a good time with no strings attached. Down Low man here.
    Adam
    I saw him again today and seeing him made my heart flutter in my chest because he is so damn cute. He nodded his head and smiled at me as we passed each other down in the atrium of the building where we both work. It may have been my imagination but it looked to me like his green eyes sparkled when he saw me and I am thinking he enjoys seeing me too. I think he is Gay because of the way he moves, kind of graceful like a dancer and he is actually pretty for a male and he is just the type I like to kick it in bed with from time to time. I would never be in a relationship with another man because I am not gay but I don’t mind being with a nice looking man from time to time. The types of men I go for when on the hunt are light skinned brothers or white guys who are on the slender side but still with a bit of booty. Thick men or women don’t do anything for me.
    I know I shouldn’t be considering doing anything with him since we work in the same building. I normally only meet other men from online hookup sites at discreet locations where no names or contact information is exchanged. So far it has worked out where we both walk away after the deed is done. This guy in my building is so attractive if I ever have the opportunity I would not pass him up although I am probably not his type. He looks like one of those pretty white Gay guys you would see in a club who would never consider hooking up with a black man.
     
    Alex
    Oh he is one of those smooth put together black men, the type of man who wouldn’t leave his house unless he looked perfect. He is so handsome it makes me nervous every time I see him, but I still find myself going through the building during times when I have seen him before in hopes of seeing him again. I smiled at him today when I saw him and he smiled back. Good lord, I know he is one of those self-assured men who is probably full of himself but that is okay with me. I want to know him or at least meet him because it is driving me crazy or at least know his name and hear his voice.
    My greatest hope is that he is Gay and that he would be interested in me even though when I see him I feel inadequate for some reason and he would probably never give me a second thought. Compared to him I am scrawny even though I work out and have tried to bulk up but to no avail. The shirts he wears do nothing to hide that he is built like a brick house with broad shoulders and arms that look like they are made of steel.
    Adam meets Alex
    “Hey hold that elevator.” Adam called as he hurried down the hallway after leaving his office. He made it through the doors before they closed