washed her hands and read Kaylaâs chart.
âI wish it was them rather than me. I canât believe this.â
âBelieve it. Well, letâs check you out. Lie back.â Kayla lay back on the table and Karen began her examination. Kayla closed her eyes and tried not to think about why she was there. For a moment, it felt like a regular exam until Karen pulled out an odd looking probe and said, âNow, how about we take a look and see what weâre working with?â
âWhatâs that?â Kayla almost began to panic.
âIâm gonna do a vaginal ultrasound and see exactly how far along you are. It may be a little uncomfortable, but no pain.â She could see Kayla was worried.
âI been on the pill for years. How did this happen?â
âWell, even the pill isnât one hundred percent foolproof. Women get pregnant on the pill too, Kayla.â
Karen wasnât making Kayla feel any better. She didnât know what she wanted to hear, but she knew that it wasnât what Karen was saying.
âHow far along am I?â Kayla asked. She figured that she had been with Geno about three months ago.
âWell, the ultrasound puts you at around ten weeks. That would give you a due date of about November twenty-first. Thanksgiving Day. I guess that would give you a conception date of, uh, February Fourteenth, Valentineâs Day,â Karen said matter-of-factly as she calculated.
âDear God, no.â Kayla sat stunned and could not move.
Kayla went home, called both her jobs and took the rest of the week off. She turned the ringer off on her phone and climbed into bed. She thought about the baby she was carrying and what she should do. Here she was single, not even able to make ends meet while working two jobs, and now she may have another mouth to feed. And she didnât even want to think about the father. That bastard couldnât even commit to a movie date, let alone a baby. She had barely even talked to him in a few weeks, now she was gonna call him and tell him she was knocked up? Be for real. Kayla didnât even want to think about her parentsâ reaction. Everything she had worked so hard for could now be ruined by a fucking one-night stand. There was no way she was gonna keep this baby. It made no sense.
I canât have this baby, she thought as she drifted off to sleep. She woke to the sound of her doorbell ringing. âHey, girl,â she said and opened the door for Yvonne.
âI see youâre not feeling better.â Yvonne followed Kayla into her bedroom and watched her climb back into bed. âI tried to call you but you didnât answer. Mrs. Warren just left a message that I would be subbing for you the remainder of the week, so I decided to come by. Did you go to the doctor?â
âYeah.â
âAnd?â Yvonne sat at the foot of the bed.
âShe said I have a virus and it has to run its course.â Kayla slid deeper under the covers. She wasnât ready to share the truth with anyone, especially after she decided to have an abortion. She knew that would be one decision sheâd take to her grave.
âI figured you did. You know itâs been going around the school. Iâm surprised I havenât gotten it yet,â Yvonne told her.
âThis is one virus you donât want to catch,â Kayla murmured.
âLet me get you something to drink.â She took Kaylaâs empty glass off the nightstand and went into the kitchen. When she came back, she gave Kayla a cup of tea and a bottle of water, then filled her in on her students. âDo you need me to do anything else while Iâm here?â
âNo. I just wanna sleep.â Kayla managed a weak smile. âBut can you let Tia and Roni know that I am okay? I turned my ringer off and I donât want them to worry.â
âDone.â
âThanks, Von.â She sat up and took the saucer holding the steaming
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