going to lose my heart to him. I know the deal with him. So please stop acting like my big brother and stay out of it!” I had started to get quite angry and my voice got louder with the last few sentences. I stood there with my hands on my hips and once I said my peace, I let out a big breath. Lancer came over to me and grabbed the back of my neck and brought his face down to mine and said in a steely voice, “I am not your brother, nor do I want to be.” Then his lips crashed into mine. I only hesitated a moment before I kissed him back. The kiss was much more passionate that I thought him capable of. I brought my hands around to the back of his head and ran my fingers through his long hair. When he deepened the kiss I thought I might have moaned just a bit. Then he pushed away from me and strode out the door without a backward glance. What the heck was that? I couldn’t breathe. That had to be the best kiss I have ever had. I bent over and put my hands on my knees to try and catch my breath. My whole body tingled and it took me quite some time to calm down and think clearly. ◊◊◊ The next day was a big op and both squads were preparing to go out that night to search for the rippers. I tried to avoid Lancer as much as possible and was so happy when I saw my name next to Toren’s for training that day. Toren was one of the new warriors assigned to Squad 2. His specialty was fighting with knives. We spent two hours going over the different types of knives I could carry on my belt and throw at the enemy. It turned out I had a knack for throwing knives. I asked him about throwing stars and he just laughed at me. “B’Lana, those things would barely even nick a ripper. Why would you care to use any of them?” I thought about it and realized that they would only be good on humans. Rippers were too tough to care about some metal hitting their skin and barely grazing it or sticking in less than an inch. Most likely, the stars would just bounce off them. After our two hours on the range, I was consistently hitting the inner three rings on the targets and could hit the eyes at least seventy percent of the time. While a knife to the chest of a ripper wouldn’t kill them, it would slow them down. Maybe even enough to decapitate them. But a knife through the eye was a kill shot. I was feeling pretty good about at least one skill. Now if I could just do better with hand to hand . Toren told me that another guy, Cash, in his squad was really good with hand to hand combat and I should ask him to work with me. I set up some training with him for the next day. He said he would be happy to demonstrate some moves. I spent the rest of the day in my room. Not to avoid Lancer, or so I told myself; but to set up my new bed and arrange all of my new clothes. Ash had gone out and picked up my bed while I was working with Toren. We all had dinner together that night before the big op. I was still trying to avoid Lancer, as I wasn’t sure what to make of the kiss the previous night, so I sat between Toren and Cash and chatted easily with them about some of the ops they had been on in the past. I did catch Lancer looking at me a few times during dinner. He was on the opposite side of the table but at the other end next to Ash. Who kept looking between Lancer and me. I knew he had picked up on the fact that Lancer and I were avoiding each other. I tried to keep my attention on the guys in squad two. After dinner I went to the surveillance room and took up my spot as both squads geared up. They each had their own vehicle. The general had agreed to buy two black Hummers in hopes that we would blend in better when out on missions. They both came with four wheel drive and the following week were scheduled to get outfitted with bulletproof armor and camera’s that covered all angles of the vehicle. After my abduction from the van, it was decided that all vehicles would have cameras and we would start requiring passwords when