again,â said my mother, wagging her finger playfully at Popsicle. âFrightened us half to death, you did. Promise?â
âPromise,â Popsicle replied, holding up his hand. âCross my heart and hope to die.â
âWe donât want you doing that either,â she said, and we all laughed at that, even my father.
âWell,â my mother went on, getting to her feet, ânow thatâs settled, we can get on with life, canât we? And you know what that means, donât you, Cessie Stevens?â
âNo.â But I knew exactly what she was getting at.
âI have this feeling that, in all the excitement, you might have forgotten something.â I played dumb. âYour violin practice?â There was no point in arguing. I made the best of it and got up to leave.
âYou want me to come up and hear you?â my father asked.
âItâs all right,â I replied. I was so angry with him, and I wanted him to know it. âPopsicleâll come, wonât you? Weâll do some Beatles songs.â
ââNowhere Manâ,â said Popsicle, as I helped him to his feet. âWeâll do âNowhere Manâ.â
So we went upstairs and, sitting on the bed in my room, Popsicle taught me âNowhere Manâ till I knew it through and through. I played. He sang. We were good together, very good. But my mind wasnât on it. I just couldnât enjoy it as much as I usually did. I kept thinking of my father downstairs, and I kept wishing I hadnât been so cruel.
When Iâd finished, Popsicle looked at me for a while, and then he said, âYou and me, weâre friends, arenât we? And friends have to be honest with each other, right?â
âYes.â
âYouâve always been good to me, Cessie. You spoke up for me last night, and I shanât forget that, not ever.But you mustnât judge your dad like you do. You mustnât hurt him. Youâre the apple of his eye, you are. So you be kind to him, eh? Thereâs a girl.â
Popsicle had been reading my mind again, and I wondered how he did it.
6 AND ALL SHALL BE WELL
IT WAS SOON AFTER THIS THAT I BEGAN TO NOTICE Popsicle talking to himself. Iâd hear him in his bedroom, a muffled monologue, so muffled that I could never make out much of what he was saying. I noticed too that he was becoming more and more absent-minded. Once, he went wandering out into the garden in the rain with just his socks on; and time and again heâd make the tea and forget to put any tea in the pot. Heâd think that lunch-time was tea-time and tea-time was lunch-time. Every time heâd try to laugh it off and call himself a âsilly old codgerâ, but I could see that it worried him as much as it worried us.
Then one day he lit a bonfire too close to the garden shed and Mr Goldsmithâs fence. I wasnât at home when it happened. I was out at Madame Poitouâs for my violinlesson. When I came back the fire-engine was already there and a pall of brown smoke was hanging over the house. I ran inside. Popsicle was sitting on the bottom stair in the hallway, his face in his hands, and my mother was crouched down beside him trying to comfort him.
âItâs not your fault, Popsicle,â she was saying. âThese things happen. Why donât you go upstairs and have a nice wash? Youâll feel a lot better.â His eyes were red, his face tear-stained and besmirched. He went up the stairs very slowly.
I followed my mother out into the garden. It was a mess out there, a real mess. The fire-fighters were packing up and going. As one of them passed us, he stopped. âCould have been a lot worse, missus. Whatever does he think he was doing anyway? First he builds a bonfire too close to the shed and then he goes off and leaves it. Got to be a bit doolally, if you ask me.â
When they had all gone I gave her a hand tidying up what we could in
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