over in his heart and in his head. He had to let this go. He headed for the built-in desk in the corner of the huge kitchen. The best course was not to think of it againâor the lovely Aubrey. Then the weight sitting in the chambers of his heart would fade.
It was dark, so he flashed on the lamp on his desk in the corner. The fall of light illuminated a stack of unopened mail, bank statements, fat envelopes from his investment firm, colorful postcards and envelopes signifying junk mail, and his answering machine. There was no blinking light. Pretty typical. He didnât get a lot of calls these days.
Still, heâd hoped for good news from Aubrey.
Aubrey. Just thinking of her made him remember standing in the hospitalâs chapel and feelingshadows of the past that could not let him goâor that he could not let go of. He didnât know which.
He only wished things could go back to the way they were, where he was numb inside and content enough to be that way.
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In the quiet of Danielleâs house, with both kids finally asleep, Aubrey found herself on her hands and knees scrubbing the soap ring off the side of the kidsâ bathtub. Did she know how to spend a Friday night or what? For an exciting follow-up, she planned on scrubbing the toothpaste gunk off the sink.
She heard the click of the front-door key in the lock and the whisper of the door opening.
Her twin, she guessed as she squirted more soap-grime-killer stuff onto the fiberglass. Whatever Madisonâs bubble bath was made of, it left a stubborn rainbow-colored coating at the water line.
Lucky me, she thought and kept scrubbing. At least she was able to concentrate on the soap ring and not William Corey. At least, thatâs what she was struggling to do when she heard quiet, slow-moving footsteps padding down the hallâdefinitely not her twin after all. Then who?
She pulled herself off the side of the tub and grimaced. Her muscles were all kinked up from the complicated twisting positions sheâd been inso she wasnât exactly moving fast by the time she poked her head out the door.
Danielleâs bedroom door was open, light spilling into the hallway.
It was probably Dorrie, come to get a fresh change of clothes for Danielle. She wasnât supposed to be staying over in the room with Jonas, but Dani had vowed a class-five hurricane wasnât going to move her from her husbandâs side and the nurses didnât have the heart to try.
Aubrey peeled off the rubber gloves only to find her fingertips were all wrinkly. She hesitated outside the door. âI have clothes in the dryerâ Oh, youâre not Dorrie.â
âNo.â Danielle stood in the middle of her room like a ghost, she was so weary. âMom made me come home. She told me to get some sleep.â
Okay, call her confused. Why had Danielle left her husbandâs side? âDorrieâs staying with Jonas?â
Dani nodded vaguely and pushed open her closet door. âIâm going to hop into the shower. H-how are the kids? Iâve b-been a terrible mother.â She pressed her hands to her face, on the verge of tears.
The toll this was taking on Dani wasnât right and it wasnât fair. She laid her hand on Daniâs bony shoulder. Sheâd lost so much weightâtoo much. âWhy donât I run a bath for you? You can sit and relax? Iâll bring up some munchies andsome of that strawberry soda you love. I hid a can at the back of the refrigerator for an emergency like this one.â
âYou should go home. I should be taking care of my own kids. I justâoh, I canât do everything and Iâm too exhausted to even try.â
âThen how about this? Grab your robe, and Iâll start the bathwater. Deal?â
âYou are a blessing to me, you know that?â
âImpossible. Youâre the blessing to me.â She headed toward the master bath. âTell me you didnât drive
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