were. For one thing, this guy looked about thirty-five, and that was a little long in the tooth for a graduate student. For another, this guy worked for the Shop. Andy suddenly knew it. It was absurd, but he knew it. And the manâs name was â¦
Andy groped for it, and he got it. The manâs name was Ralph Baxter.
He smiled. Ralph Baxter. Good deal.
âI feel okay,â he said. âHowâs that other fella?â
âWhat other fellaâs that, Andy?â
âThe one who clawed his eyes out,â Andy said serenely.
Ralph Baxter smiled and patted Andyâs hand. âPretty visual stuff, huh, guy?â
âNo, really,â Vicky said. âI saw it, too.â
âYou think you did,â the GA who was not a GA said. âYou just shared the same illusion. There was a guy over there by the board who had a muscular reaction ⦠something like a charley horse. No clawed eyes. No blood.â
He started away again.
Andy said, âMy man, it is impossible to share the same illusion without some prior consultation.â He felt immensely clever. The logic was impeccable, inarguable. He had old Ralph Baxter by the shorts.
Ralph smiled back, undaunted. âWith this drug, itâs very possible,â he said. âIâll be back in a bit, okay?â
âOkay, Ralph,â Andy said.
Ralph paused and came back toward where Andy lay on his cot. He came back in slomo. He looked thoughtfully down at Andy. Andy grinned back, a wide, foolish, drugged-out grin. Got you there, Ralph old son. Got you right by the proverbial shorts. Suddenly a wealth of information about Ralph Baxter flooded in on him, tons of stuff: he was thirty-five, he had been with the Shop for six years, before that heâd been with the FBI for two years, he hadâ
He had killed four people during his career, three men and one woman. And he had raped the woman after she was dead. She had been an AP stringer and she had known aboutâ
That part wasnât clear. And it didnât matter. Suddenly, Andy didnât want to know. The grin faded from his lips. Ralph Baxter was still looking down at him, and Andy was swept by a black paranoia that he remembered from his two previous LSD trips ⦠but this was deeper and much more frightening. He had no idea how he could know such things about Ralph Baxterâor how he had known his name at allâbut if he told Ralph that he knew, he was terribly afraid that he might disappear from Room 70 of Jason Gearneigh with the same swiftness as the boy who had clawed his eyes out. Or maybe all of that really had been a hallucination; it didnât seem real at all now.
Ralph was still looking at him. Little by little he began to smile. âSee?â he said softly. âWith Lot Six, all kinds of funky things happen.â
He left Andy let out a slow sigh of relief. He looked over at Vicky and she was looking back at him, her eyes wide and frightened. Sheâs getting your emotions, he thought. Like a radio. Take it easy on her! Remember sheâs tripping, whatever else this weird shit is!
He smiled at her, and after a moment, Vicky smiled uncertainly back. She asked him what was wrong. He told her he didnât know, probably nothing.
(but weâre not talkingâher mouthâs not moving)
(itâs not?)
(vicky? is that you)
(is it telepathy, andy? is it?)
He didnât know. It was something. He let his eyes slip closed.
Are those really grad assistants? she asked him, troubled. They donât look the same. Is it the drug, Andy? I donât know, he said, eyes still closed. I donât know who they are. What happened to that boy? The one they took away? He opened his eyes again and looked at her, but Vicky was shaking her head. She didnât remember. Andy was surprised and dismayed to find that he hardly remembered himself. It seemed to have happened years ago. Got a charley horse, hadnât he, that guy? A
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