ago. And every time I saw that paw, like the hand of a man, but with those long claws, dried and nailed through the palm to the door of the church, I received a pleasure.â
âOf pride?â
âOf pride of remembrance of the encounter with the bear on that hillside in the early spring. But of the killing of a man, who is a man as we are, there is nothing good that remains.â
âYou canât nail his paw to the church,â Robert Jordan said.
âNo. Such a barbarity is unthinkable. Yet the hand of a man is like the paw of a bear.â
âSo is the chest of a man like the chest of a bear,â Robert Jordan said. âWith the hide removed from the bear, there are many similarities in the muscles.â
âYes,â Anselmo said. âThe gypsies believe the bear to be a brother of man.â
âSo do the Indians in America,â Robert Jordan said. âAnd when they kill a bear they apologize to him and ask his pardon. They put his skull in a tree and they ask him to forgive them before they leave it.â
âThe gypsies believe the bear to be a brother to man because he has the same body beneath his hide, because he drinks beer, because he enjoys music and because he likes to dance.â
âSo also believe the Indians.â
âAre the Indians then gypsies?â
âNo. But they believe alike about the bear.â
âClearly. The gypsies also believe he is a brother because he steals for pleasure.â
âHave you gypsy blood?â
âNo. But I have seen much of them and clearly, since the movement, more. There are many in the hills. To them it is not a sin to kill outside the tribe. They deny this but it is true.â
âLike the Moors.â
âYes. But the gypsies have many laws they do not admit to having. In the war many gypsies have become bad again as they were in olden times.â
âThey do not understand why the war is made. They do not know for what we fight.â
âNo,â Anselmo said. âThey only know now there is a war and people may kill again as in the olden times without a surety of punishment.â
âYou have killed?â Robert Jordan asked in the intimacy of the dark and of their day together.
âYes. Several times. But not with pleasure. To me it is a sin to kill a man. Even Fascists whom we must kill. To me there is a great difference between the bear and the man and I do not believe the wizardry of the gypsies about the brotherhood with animals. No. I am against all killing of men.â
âYet you have killed.â
âYes. And will again. But if I live later, I will try to live in such a way, doing no harm to any one, that it will be forgiven.â
âBy whom?â
âWho knows? Since we do not have God here any more, neither His Son nor the Holy Ghost, who forgives? I do not know.â
âYou have not God any more?â
âNo. Man. Certainly not. If there were God, never would He have permitted what I have seen with my eyes. Let them have God.â
âThey claim Him.â
âClearly I miss Him, having been brought up in religion. But now a man must be responsible to himself.â
âThen it is thyself who will forgive thee for killing.â
âI believe so,â Anselmo said. âSince you put it clearly in that way I believe that must be it. But with or without God, I think it is a sin to kill. To take the life of another is to me very grave. I will do it whenever necessary but I am not of the race of Pablo.â
âTo win a war we must kill our enemies. That has always been true.â
âClearly. In war we must kill. But I have very rare ideas,â Anselmo said.
They were walking now close together in the dark and he spokesoftly, sometimes turning his head as he climbed. âI would not kill even a Bishop. I would not kill a proprietor of any kind. I would make them work each day as we have worked in the fields and as
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