then." He held the sides of her head and his fingers gently massaged her head through her hair. Alethi's eyes closed and her mouth parted. He staed at her full lips and resisted the urge to kiss them. His hands worked their way down, his fingers sensually massaging her ears, neck and shoulders. With each area that he passed, she let out a sigh. Arun felt the familiar stirring but did not stop. He wanted to touch her. He wanted her to know his touches. As a near immortal prince, he had everything and wanted nothing – except her. His hands splayed on her stomach, fingers aching for skin to touch skin and then…the pain. He backed away and grit his teeth breathing deeply to calm himself and tolerate the pain. He had never gone without sex for a whole season in his life. There were always others who were willing to father his children. Women presented themselves to him, but this lust-controlled human would not throw herself at his feet! He wanted to take her so badly he was often sleepless lying next to her. He could only touch her as her unconscious form opened to him. He, Prince Arun of Rehanathi, Commander of the Grand Legion, High Intelligence of the Council of Minds and Ambassador to the Seven Clans, was helpless with lust for a woman who would not beg to copulate with him! As soon as Arun calmed himself, he opened his eyes and stared into the worried eyes of Princess Alethi. The object of his desires. "It is complicated. I will have to ask the healer. Wait here." He hurried out. He did not know how much longer he could stand staying next to the only woman he ever lusted hungrily after. He wanted her so much, he wanted to claim more than her body.
Chapter Eight
"Stupid, Alethi. Stupid!" Alethi berated herself once Arun was gone. She had admitted that lust was enslaving her to an elf – a being that believed just so! What's more, she used an expression both Orrin and the king would give her an earful for. And how apt was that expression for her self-abandonment? Fuck me ? She could have just said shit and it wouldn't have been as embarrassing. And it wouldn't have been closer to the truth of what she wanted. By the gods, she wanted him to have his way with her! But it was not right and she wouldn't do it. Never do it. Was this the reason why her kind had raped an elf? Because they were much too alluring and tempting? Was this the only reason why her people committed the sin the elves could not forgive? Now she knew what it was like to call on the last vestiges of self-control in front of an elf in heat. Even she would blame the elf if she ever jumped him, claiming that he had compelled her. She understood now the root of their differences. Elves were the epitome of control and patience. Their nature allowed them to do so and they expect humans to exert the same measure of control by the strength of their wills. It was why the races had trusted each other before the divide. The loss of control by her people over an elf who tested the limits of human endurance was the only cause. Perhaps the division could be reconciled. And she would do her best to reconcile them once she has the throne. The races were each other's better half and it would be better for both if they worked together instead of working apart. Alethi took a deep breath and changed. Again. The thoughts that were plaguing her would make her go insane. That and the fact that she was spending too much time in the prince's chamber that every thought she turned to always went back to him. She had to get it out of her system. She had to exert the control the elves were no longer expecting of her. Her efforts would be the only way any semblance of confidence could be restored to humans. And against, the express order of the prince, she went out and took a walk. The visions of Rehanathi cleared her thoughts and the melodious merriment of the elves from the direction of the lake where they bathed calmed her. Part of her was amazed at how the