violin.â
âOh . . . thatâs . . . What did Abby say?â
âEven Ma canât boss the president, and she doesnât know yet. But if I know her, and I do, she will sit down and write him back a letter, giving a dozen reasons why my black hide canât go.â
I nodded weakly, knowing Abby would.
âIâm outta here, RubyLyn. Ainât it swell? Says here I have to go get my army physical at the Nichols Army Hospital in Louisville. I canât wait.â
âThatâs just . . . swell, Rainey. Swell.â The cheer limped off my tongue.
âCalifornia, here I come.â
âCalifornia?â
âUh-huh. Going to Fort Knox for my basic, then Iâll get my special training at Fort Ord on the big Pacific Ocean. Thatâs where Iâll train for jungle combat.â He paused to study me.
âCaliforniaâs a far way from NamelessâLouisvilleâus,â I whispered. Us . I tinkered with feelings. It felt rightâa lot like my parents and what I remembered from them. The time theyâd kissed. Mamaâd swooped me up into their hug, and said, âThereâs nothing meaner than a bad man, and nothing sweeter than a good one, snugbug. When one as fine as your daddy comes along, you best latch on to him and get all Godâs goodness.â
Even though I didnât understand most of it back then, I knew she thought my daddy was that fine one. And more and more I couldnât help thinking Rainey was mine. I suspected it long ago when he gave me the marriage promise. I felt it last winter when he brought hay bedding and milk for the gray barn catâs new litter, and I knew it every day in the long hours he worked, the strum of his violin, and the smile he saved for me. Now Rainey was off to other worlds that could only be seen inside Gunnarâs old encyclopedias.
I glanced at Rainey, and said quietly, âIâve read about other big towns. Even heard where a white woman and black man can hang together, where the black can shop with white folks, pray together, and even . . . marry and live together and stuff.â My face flushed.
âHard to believe.â Rainey wrinkled his brow.
Hard to believe how big my feelings were growing for him. . . . Werenât no paper fortunes talking. It was my heart aâknockinâ at something I didnât quite understand.
âRose says itâs true,â I said.
âShe would know . . . Be nice not having folks fuss at youâbe like living a fairy tale, I imagine.â
Then something else stirred. âRainey, Iâve been hearing about all the foot soldiers coming home in coffinsâthe living ones missing legs, blind evenâlots of bad stuff. You think about that?â
Rainey shook his head. âI think about getting away from Nameless more. Hell, girl, none of that stuff is gonna happen to me. They say they got bigger weapons and teach our soldiers how to fight even better now.â
The look on Rainey hadnât changed. He believed all of it.
He peeked over his shoulder, then leaned in. âWe both know staying here is as good as being dead . . . Iâll get a leave after two months, Roo. Going to spend it in Louisville. And Iâll have me some good pay, too.â
âWith my prize money for the âbacco, I aim to live in Louisville. Maybe we can meet or . . .â
He reached out and snuck a breezy finger to my jaw, lighting skin, dizzying my mind. âIâve been thinking about us latelyâyou,â he said softly.
I searched his face.
Rainey tilted his chin down, put a hand on my shoulder. âI want to ask youââ
âRubyLyn! Roo, â Henny hollered from behind us, silencing his question.
For a split second Rainey tightened his grip on me; then we broke apart, turning to see Henny running toward us from across the fields, flailing her arms.
âRoo . . . oh . . . hell . . .â She bent over and rested
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