the oak trees behind our football field. I donât need to check my phone to know Iâm late. The bursts of trumpet and the smell of cotton candy tell me itâs getting close to game time.
I donât even care. Iâve spent the last two days jumping every time my phone rings, staring at the notebook night after night, picking up my phone to call Manny, and putting it right back down.
There havenât been any more texts. Part of me thinks itâs over, that whoever was behind the creepy Avenge Stella texts thought better of it. This should be the end of it. It really should.
Except I canât stop wondering who it was.
I tried reverse searches on the phone number, but that got me nowhere. The phone is probably a throwaway. Since Iâm pretty sure you can buy those at every freaking store in the Midwest, thatâs as dead as an end can get.
Which leaves me with the book. Iâve gone over those texts, and Iâd bet money itâs the same person behind both. He knows I have itâI canât think of any other reason Iâd be involved. But other than the weird handwriting, there isnât anything special to see in it.
Well, there is the Latin title, but there are two separate Latin classes, and from what Hadley says, the first year doesnât move past what you can figure out on Google translator. Of the people she mentioned in her group, no one stands out. Hadley might be able to offer a couple of suspects, but Iâd have to tell her about the book. And Iâm not going to do that.
It would probably give her nightmares. And, worse, she might figure out the stuff about Manny. I donât want her thinking badly of him if it isnât even true.
Which you could find out if youâd ask him.
I wince, because I really canât keep ignoring this conversation. Then again, heâs barely even answering texts right now, and this is definitely something I want to ask in person.
But not right now. Right now the only thing Iâm going to let myself think about is this light. Itâs a rare thing in November, a sunset that turns everything the color of honey. Light like this doesnât wait, so I canât either.
I adjust my neck strap and lift my camera. The sun is dipping low in the sky, lingering just above the roof of the school. My phone buzzes, and Iâm sure itâs Tacey reminding me of the time and asking where the hell I am. I donât answer. Right now, with my camera, I feel like Iâm finally peeling off blinders. This is how I see the world best.
I take a few shots before shifting to a wide angle lens. The band starts its first warm-up on the field. Thereâs still time. I focus on the line of trees behind the stadium. I snap a few shots of the leaves overhead before focusing in on the trunk. There are hundreds of initials on these trees, scars carved into the bark with pocketknives and ballpoint pensâhearts and plus signs and declarations of forever.
Not that it means much. My parentsâ names are on this tree and they sure donât look like forever anymore. Still, itâs kind of beautiful.
âArenât you supposed to be getting the band?â
I turn and take a few shots of Tacey. Sheâs one of the most photogenic people I know. She always argues with me on that, but thatâs just because sheâs too damn obsessed with the size of her jeans and the circumference of her waist to notice that the light always hits her face like itâs meant to be there.
She holds her ever-present phone in front of her face and then lowers it down an inch, revealing narrowed eyes. âIâm serious, Piper!â
âI know youâre serious. You donât have any other gear.â
âWould you stop being artsy and come on?â
I sigh but follow her, pulling on my fingerless gloves that wonât do near enough to fight the chill I can feel the sunset bringing. Canât take pictures with my fingers
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