hadnât seen it coming. Phuong, moving on. Moving up.
She picked up her pen, all business. âSo how can I help you?â
âTwo years ago. Footscray. The Station Hotel.â
Phuong started to write, but stopped and looked at me. âStella, donât do this. Now is not the time ââ
âOh, yes. Now is. Very much.â I scooted my chair closer and lowered my voice. âYou sat there judging me like some B-grade celebrity on ââ
âI really donât think ââ
âI was simply trying to make a point about Australian men.â
Phuong mimicked me. âItâs culturally ingrained. Australian men think itâs funny. Being a bastard.â
âYes!â I hissed. âBut you took me completely out of context.â
âWhat was the context? Your abusive relationship?â
âNo. I was speaking generally. But you go, âI donât think I can listen to this again.â And I go, âWhat do you mean this ?â And you go, âEndless complaining.ââ My face felt warm.
âOh, I remember,â Phuong hissed back at me, pink spreading across her cheeks. âBecause you started going, âBut Phuong, heâs an arsehole. He laughs at me.â So, you know. Touché .â
âBut you got all moral about it.â Now I mimicked her. ââItâs wrong, heâs married.ââ
âGod, I do not believe you. You think I was moralising? I was worried about you. What was I supposed to do?â
âYou were my friend. Youâre supposed to validate the shit out of me. Instead of doing this one-woman intervention thing.â
âYou were being emotionally abused. You said as much.â
âNo. You objected because it was an affair. Because it was for sex. Jesus, the entire world does it. And you go all, âI canât pretend to tolerate it this time.â And you go, âItâs not just a bad relationship. Heâs not simply self-centred.ââ
Phuong sniffed, and squared off the papers on her desk.
âAnd you never said Jacobâs name. What was he, Voldemort?â
âIt was doomed from the start,â Phuong said, not looking up.
âBuddhists are supposed to be non-judgemental.â
Phuong leaned back in her chair, her eyes locked on mine. âYou know, there are a lot of women like you, intelligent, capable, confident, brought undone by scumbags. Men so beneath them ââ
âOkay, okay.â How could I argue with that? I gave her an apologetic look, hoping I didnât have to give her a verbal one.
âIs Jacob the one? Does he make you happy?â
âNo. He doesnât, actually, because itâs over. For a while now. So, there you are. You were right.â That night, after Phuong left the pub and the door swung shut behind her, I watched as one of the few dependably heartening things in my life disappeared. âI havenât been seeing anyone. Itâs the single life for me. All work and Thai takeaway.â
âStella.â There was genuine sympathy in her eyes. âHe didnât deserve you.â
âBy the way, you donât say touché about your own hit.â
Phuong raised a shoulder, a one-sided shrug, very French. âI donât see why.â
I started to laugh. âYou say it when someone hits you. As in, you got me. â
She shook her head. Stubborn. Always was. âIs there an actual police matter? Or did you just want to correct my English?â
âItâs French.â
She rolled her eyes. âStella, come on, Iâm busy.â
âRight, this is it,â I said. âAdut Chol has a younger brother. I think heâs in trouble.â
âAfrican kids. Thereâs always some crisis. You hear about the teenage prostitutes? They get driven around the western suburbs by a relative in a minivan.â
âCop-culture got to
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