acronym, as it was known.
âRiz-dee,â Robert repeated coolly, staring at his wife. âHavenât heard much about that one.â
âNicholas,â Astrid said sharply, âhow is Rachel?â
Nicholas saw Paigeâs face fall at the mention of another woman, one whose name sheâd never heard before. He crumpled his napkin into a ball and stood up. âWhy do you care, Mother?â he said. âYou never have before.â He moved to Paigeâs chair and pulled it out, lifting her by her shoulders until she was standing. âIâm sorry,â Nicholas said, âbut Iâm afraid we have to go.â
In the car, they drove in circles. âWhat the hell was that all about?â Paige demanded when heâd finally reached a major highway. âAm I some kind of pawn or something?â
Nicholas did not answer her. She stared at him for a few minutes with her arms crossed, but finally sank back against the seat.
As soon as Nicholas reached the outskirts of Cambridge, she opened the door of the car. He came to a sudden stop. âWhat are you doing?â he asked, incredulous.
âIâm getting out. I can walk the rest of the way.â She stood up, the moon looming behind her, soaking into the edge of the Charles River like a bloodstain. âYou know, Nicholas,â Paige said, âyou sure arenât what I thought you were.â
And as she walked away, a muscle throbbed along the edge of Nicholasâs jaw. Sheâs just like the rest of them, he thought, and just to prove her wrong, he sped past her on Route 2, screaming like a madman, shrieking until he thought his lungs would burst.
The next day Nicholas was still seething. He met Rachel after her anatomy class and suggested they go for coffee. He knew a place, he said, where they do portraits of you while you eat. It was a bit of a hike, all the way across the river, but it was relatively close to his apartment, for afterward. And then he walked beside her to the car, counting the stares of other men as they took notice of Rachelâs honey hair, her soft curves. At the door of the diner, he pulled her into his arms and kissed her hard.
âWell,â Rachel said, smiling. âWelcome back.â
He led her to the booth he always took, and she almost immediately disappeared to the bathroom. He couldnât see Paige, which made him angry. After all, why else had he come? He was still questioning himself when she came up behind him. She was as quiet as a breeze, and he would not have sensed her if not for the clean scent of pears and willows he had come to know her by. When she stood in front of him, her eyes were wide and tired. âIâm sorry,â she said. âI didnât mean to piss you off.â
âWhoâs pissed?â Nicholas said, grinning, but he distinctly felt the pinching of his heart, and he began to wonder if this was what cardiac patients always tried to describe.
At that point Rachel came out and slid into the booth across from Nicholas. âIâm sorry,â Paige said, âbut this booth is taken.â
âYes, I know,â Rachel said coolly. She looked at Nicholas and then glared at Paige. She reached across the table and took Nicholasâs hand, weaving her fingers through his with the quiet power of possession.
Nicholas couldnât have planned it better, but he didnât expect it to hurt quite so much. It wasnât that Paige stood rooted before him, her lips parted, as if she hadnât heard correctly. It was that when she turned, Nicholas did not see disappointment or betrayal. Instead, he realized she was looking at him, still, as if he were mythic. âWhat did you come here for?â she asked.
Nicholas cleared his throat, and Rachel kicked him under the table. âRachel heard about the pictures and would like to have one done.â
Paige nodded and left to get a pad. She sat at the front of the booth on
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