black. I try the door handle and it turns, but the door wonât open. I shake it, feeling slightly panicked. But the doorâs locked from the outside. There must be a key, but there wasnât one when I came up here, so whoâs locked me in?
Iâm trying hard not to be scared, but doing a hopeless job. Iâm losing it. The house that picked my parents. The room that sort of picked me. And now all these signs, and the feeling that thereâs something going on. Whereâs Dad? Heâs got to come looking for me eventually.
Maybe he couldnât hear me before, so I start yelling even louder. I even jump up and down on the floorboards but being two floors up makes it hard for him to hear.
âDad! Dad, Iâm upstairs. Dad!â
Then footsteps outside the door. The handle turns wildly. My heartâs racing so fast, Iâm going to faint.
âLil, honey, you in there?â
Itâs him. Thank God. I just want to rush out and give him the biggest hug. âDad, the doorâs stuck.â
Dadâs so big, if he keeps banging like that on the door heâll probably smash it down, and the last thing I want is my family being able to come in whenever they like because I donât have a door.
âLil, try and open it from your side.â
As soon as I turn the handle, the door opens, and Dad lurches into the room just like I did the first time. But he doesnât faint. He doesnât hit the floor. He sort of collects himself on the way, does a fancy little jump and heâs standing right next to me, like a crazed superhero.
âBut it was â locked. Iâm sure of it.â I must sound dazed.
âItâs just an old door. I guess it gets stuck sometimes.â
âYeah. Maybe.â
âYou all right?â
âAs all right as I can be in this hole of a town.â
He looks down at me intensely as if something is way off normal. Even when Iâm grown up heâll still look down at me. Heâs huge. âWhat are you doing up here anyway?â
Despite everything weird that happens in this room, I know Iâm meant to be here. Even if Iâm terrified.
âFinding a bedroom.â
He looks around now, taking in the darkness, the sloping ceiling, the small rickety window, and he shakes his head. âI donât think so, Lil.â
âI do.â
âYour mother wonât like it.â
âToo bad. You guys told me to pick a room. And I have.â
âBut itâs â itâs creepy.â
âYeah.â
He shrugs like he often does when he disagrees with me, because he doesnât really like to fight.
âIâm sorry, Lil. I know you didnât want to move. But itâll be good here, I promise.â
I want to push a bit harder, make him cough up for a new bike or a tablet. Play the guilt card for as long as I can, but he looks so genuine that I canât. So I settle for trying to dodge doing any work and enlisting him to do it instead.
âCan you help me move my stuff up?â
âSure, honey.â
I want to hug him for letting me have my way. But I havenât cuddled my parents for a year or so. Sometimes I still kiss them. Like when I left for camp over summer. But I only really hug Ruby. I can tell heâs disappointed that I donât hug him and after shifting around uncomfortably on his feet for a minute, he walks out. It feels like the conversation isnât finished. So I run after him, wanting to tell him about the room, all its secrets and weird energy. But heâs already down the stairs, so the momentâs gone and itâs too late to say anything.
Downstairs, Mumâs still bossing the removalists around. Sheâs changed her mind three times about where the couch should go, and made them shift it from one spot to another, so she can see what it looks like. I wonder if theyâre going to charge her extra. I would.
âWhat do you think, Lil?
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