but he didnât. Liz wrapped the orange comforter closer around her body and realized his steady breathing was slowing down. âDonât you dare fall asleep!â She shuffled over to the phone. âIâll call security!â He rolled over to his back and folded his arms behind his head. âGood luck with that. I sign their paychecks, remember?â âQuite the little dictatorship you have built for yourself here.â âThank you. Iâm happy with it.â âIâm not having sex with you, so you might as well leave now!â âWho said I wanted to have sex with you?â She frowned, slightly confused. âBut you saidââ âWhat?â âI figuredâ¦â âThat you were so damn irresistible I was overcome with passion and snuck in here to take advantage of you?â âSomething like that.â âDonât flatter yourself.â âThen what was all that talk about how beautiful I am?â âYou are. But in the right light so are black widows, wouldnât have sex with them either.â Ego deflated, Liz relaxed. In under five minutes heâd gone from calling her a fallen angel to a black widow. âIf you donât want sex, why are you here?â âI told you. I used to love to watch you sleep. Turns out, I still do.â Liz shook her head. Yep, he was drunk. She glanced at the clock and saw it was 3:04 a.m. âIt is too damn early for this, Darius. Go to bed and Iâll do the same.â âIâve been thinking about our conversation earlier.â She stood quietly waiting, but he said nothing further so she prompted. âAnd?â âWhy didnât you try to reach me sooner? You said he was diagnosed at six and has been on the waiting list for over three years.â âI didnât know where to find you.â âMy parents did.â âYour parents wonât talk to me. Mine neither.â Silence fell over the room as they both retreated to their private thoughts. Finally Liz broke it by continuing. âI hired a private detective a few months ago, and it took him a while but he found you and I called you as soon as he gave me the information.â âWho watches your son when youâre away like this?â âIâve never been away like this, but my Aunt Dee lives with us.â Even in the dark she could see his wide smile. âHow is Dee?â âContrary as ever.â âI remember her from when we were kids. Nice lady.â âSheâs been a godsend to me.â âIâm sure.â As another silence fell over the room, Liz realized she was probably not going to get rid of him anytime soon, so she took a seat on the opposite end of the bed. After sitting in silence for several minutes she thought heâd fallen asleep and considered moving to the only chair in the room for the rest of the night. He startled her when he suddenly spoke. âLizâ¦? Why Darren? Of all the men you couldâve chosen, why my brother?â âDonât do this.â âIâve asked myself that question a million times in a million different ways. I never found an answer.â âYou donât want to dig up all this ancient history. Itâs over. Itâs done. We canât go back, let it go.â âApparently itâs not over. Youâre here. Iâm here. I can feel your fear of me. Itâs almost palpable. And you have reason to fear. There were days I wanted to kill you withmy bare hands. A part of me still wants to. So see? Itâs not so ancient history after all.â âWhat do you want me to say, Darius? I never wanted to hurt you. That was never my intention.â âThen what was your intention, Liz? Did you think you running off with my brother would make me deliriously happy?â âI know I hurt you, but it wasnât deliberate.â âSo