Hold Tight by Harlan Coben

she was at Chuck E. Cheese’s, the arcade-pizzeria where parental migraines are born, and didn’t hear the text come in. It wasn’t until an hour later, after Ron left six messages on her phone, each more frantic than the last, that she found the text sitting on her phone, the final message from her boy:
    I’m sorry, I love you all, but this is too hard. Good-bye.
    It took the police two days to find him on the roof of the high school.
    What was too hard, Spencer?
    She would never know.
    He had sent that text to a few other people too. Close friends. That was where Spencer had told her he was going. To hang out with Clark and Adam and Olivia. But none of them had seen him. Spencer had not shown up. He had gone out on his own. He had pills with him- stolen from home-and swallowed too many of them because something was too hard and he wanted to end his life.
    He had died alone on that roof.
    Daniel Huff, the town cop who had a son Spencer’s age, a kid named DJ who Spencer hung out with a little, had come to the door. She remembered opening it, seeing his face and simply collapsing.
    Betsy blinked away the tears. She tried to focus again on the slide show, on the images of her son alive.
    And then, just like that, a picture rotated into view that changed everything.
    Betsy’s heart stopped.
    The picture was gone as fast as it had come. More pictures piled over it. She put her hand to her chest, tried to clear her mind. The picture. How could she get to that picture again?
    She blinked again. Tried to think.
    Okay, first off. It was part of an online slide show. The show would repeat. She could simply wait. But how long until it would start up again? And then what? It would fly by again, staying in view only a few seconds. She needed a closer look.
    Could she freeze the screen when it came back on?
    There had to be a way.
    She watched the other photographs swirl by, but they weren’t what she wanted. She wanted that other picture back.
    The one with the sprained wrist.
    She thought again back to that intramural game from seventh grade because she remembered something a little odd. Hadn’t she just been thinking about that moment? When Spencer wore the ACE bandage? Yes, of course. That had been the catalyst, really.
    Because the day before Spencer’s suicide, something similar had happened.
    He had fallen and hurt his wrist. She had offered to wrap it again, as she had back when he was in seventh grade. But instead, Spencer had wanted her to buy a wrist sleeve. She had. He had worn it the day he died.
    For the first and-obviously-last time.
    She clicked on the slide show. It brought her to a site,, and asked her for her password. Damn. It had probably been created by one of the kids. She thought about that. Security wouldn’t be great on something like this, would it? You were just setting it up and letting your fellow students use it to put whatever photographs they wanted into the rotation.
    So the password had to be something simple.
    She typed in: SPENCER.
    Then she hit OK.
    It worked.
    The pictures were laid out. According to the heading, there were 127 photographs in here. She quickly scanned through the thumb-nails until she found the one she wanted. Her hand was shaking so badly she could barely get the mouse on the image. She did and then she clicked the left button.
    The photograph came up full size.
    She just stopped and stared.
    Spencer was smiling in the picture, but it was the saddest smile she had ever seen. He was sweating; his face had the sheen of someone high. He looked drunk and defeated. He wore the black T-shirt, the same one he wore on that last night. His eyes were red-maybe from drink or drugs but certainly from the flash. Spencer had beautiful light blue eyes. The flash always made him look like the devil. He was standing outdoors, so it had to have been taken at night.
    That night.
    Spencer had a drink in his hand, and there, on that same hand, was the wrist sleeve.
    She froze. There was only