Houseboat Days: Poems

Houseboat Days: Poems by John Ashbery

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night pick us up with much else, carry
    Some distance, so all the pain and fear
    Will never be heard by anybody. Gasping
    On your porch, but I look to new season
    Which is exactly lost. “I am the knight,
    I come by night.” We will say all these
    To the other, in turn. And now impatient for
    Sleep will have strayed over the
    Frontier to pass the time, and it might
    As well, dried baby’s breath stuck in an old
    Bottle, and no man puts out to sea from these
    Coves, secure or not, dwelling in persuasion.
SHE
    It’s as I thought: there there is
    Nothing solid, nothing one can build on. The
    Force may have ebbed in the green wood.
    Here is nothing, not even
    Lazy slipping away, feeling of being abandoned, a
    Distant curl of smoke above a car
    Graveyard. Instead, the shadows stand
    Straight out. Uninvited, light grabs its due;
    What is eaten away becomes etched impression
    Of mutability, but nothing backs it up.
    We may as well begin the litany here:
    How all that forgotten past seasons us, prepares
    Us for each other, now that the mathematics
    Of winter is starting to point it out.
HE
    It is true, a truer story.
    Self-knowledge frosts each action, each step taken
    Freely. Life is a living picture.
    Alone, I can bind you like a pleated scarf
    But beyond that is much that might be
    Examined for the purpose of examining it.
    The ends stream back in the wind, it is too dark
    To see them but I can feel them.
    As Naming-of-Cares you precede the objection
    To each, implying a Land of Cockaigne
    Syndrome. You get around this as though
    The eternally revised geography of spring meant
    Something beyond its own sense of exaltation,
    And love were cause for self-congratulation.
SHE
    I might hide somewhere. I want to fly but keep
    My morality, motley as it is, just by
    Encouraging these branching diversions around an axis.
    So when suddenly a cloud blackens the whole
    Day just before noon, this is merely
    Timing. So even when darkness swings further
    Back, it indicates, must indicate, an order,
    Albeit a restricted one, which tends to prove that idle
    Civilizations once existed under a loose heading like
    “The living and the dead.” To learn more
    Isn’t my way, and anyway the dark green
    Ring around the basin postulates
    More than the final chapter of this intriguing
    Unfinished last chapter. It’s in the public domain.
HE
    But you will take comfort in it again.
    Others, patient murderers, cultivated,
    Sympathetic, in time will have subtly
    Switched the background from parallel rain-lines
    To the ambiguities of “the deep,” and in
    Doing so will have wheeled an equestrian statue up
    Against the sky’s facade, the eye of God, cantering
    So as not to fall back nor yet trample the cold
    Pourings of sunlight. You will have the look
    Reflected on your face. The great squash domes seem
    To vindicate us all, yet belong to no one.
    Meanwhile others will grow up and fuck and
    Get older, beating like weeds against the door,
    But this wasn’t anticipated. You caught them off guard.
SHE
    What I hear scraping at the door
    Is palaver of multitudes who decided to come back,
    Having set out too soon, and something must be
    Done about them, names must be written down,
    Or simply by being hoarse one whole side
    Of the world won’t count any more,
    The side with the story of our lives
    And our relatives’ on it, the memory
    Of the day you bicycled over.
    But the reason for the even, tawny flow
    Of the morning as it turned was the thought of riding
    Back down all those hills that were so hard
    To get up, and climbing the ones you had
    Coasted down before, like mirror-writing.
HE
    And when the flourish under the signature,
    A miniature beehive with a large bee on it, was
    Finished, you chose a view of distant factories,
    Tall smokestacks, anything. It didn’t matter
    So long as it was emptied of all but a drop
    At the bottom like the medicine bottle that is thrown away.
    The catch in the voice goes out of style then,
    The period of civilities is

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