brown corduroy knee-breeches, she looked like a film star.
She wasnât very tall, perhaps about five foot two or three, and the drab uniform couldnât hide the kind of figure Iâve heard men whistle at in the street. She had a pale, heart-shaped face, perfectly proportioned nose and mouth, and the biggest, deepest, bluest eyes I had ever seen. Her blonde hair cascaded from her brown felt hat, which she wore at a jaunty angle and held on with one hand as she walked in from the street.
I was immediately put in mind of Hardyâs novel A Pair of Blue Eyes , which I had read only a few weeks previously. Like Elfride Swancourtâs, this land-girlâs eyes were âa sublimation of her.â They were âa misty and shady blue, that had no beginning or surface . . . looked into rather than at.â Those eyes also had a way of making you feel you were the only person in the world when she talked to you.
âNasty out, isnât it? I donât suppose youâve got five Woodbines for sale, have you?â she asked.
I shook my head. âSorry,â I said. âWe donât have any cigarettes at all.â It was one of the toughest times weâd had in the war thus far: the Luftwaffe was bombing our cities to ruins; the U-boats were sinking Atlantic convoys at an alarming rate; and the meat ration had just been dropped to only one and tenpence a week. But here she was, bold as brass, a stranger, walking into the shop and without a by-your-leave asking for cigarettes!
I was lying, of course. We did have cigarettes, but what small supply we had we kept under the counter for our registered customers. We certainly didnât go selling them to strange and beautiful land-girls with eyes out of Thomas Hardy novels.
I was just on the point of telling her to try fluttering her eyelashes at one of the airmen knocking about the villageâholding my tongue never having been my strongest pointâwhen she totally disarmed me with a sequence of reactions.
First she thumped the counter with her little fist and cursed. Then, a moment later, she bit the corner of her lower lip and broke into a bright smile. âI didnât think you would have,â she said, âbut it was worth asking. I ran out the day before yesterday and Iâm absolutely gasping for a fag. Oh, well, canât be helped.â
âAre you the new land-girl at Top Hill Farm?â I asked, curious now, and beginning to feel more than a little guilty about my deceit.
She smiled again. âWord gets around quickly, doesnât it?â âItâs a small village.â
âSo I see. Anyway, thatâs me. Gloria Stringer.â Then she held her hand out. I thought it rather an odd gesture for a woman, especially around these parts, but I took it. Her hand was soft and slightly moist like a summer leaf after rain. Mine felt coarse and heavy, wrapped around such a delicate thing. I always was an ungainly and awkward child, but never did I feel this so much as during that first meeting with Gloria. âGwen Shackleton,â I muttered, more than a trifle embarrassed. âPleased to meet you.â
Gloria rested her hand palm down on the counter, cocked one hip forward and looked around. âNot a lot to do around here, is there?â she said.
I smiled. âNot a lot.â I knew what she meant, of course, but it still struck me as an odd, even insensitive, thing to say. I got up at six oâclock every morning to run the shop, and on top of that I spent one night a week fire-watchingâa bit of a joke around these parts until the Spinnerâs Inn was burned down by a stray incendiary bomb in February and two people were killed. I also helped with the local Womenâs Voluntary Service. Most days, after the nine oâclock news, I was exhausted and ready to fall asleep the minute my head hit the pillow.
I had heard how hard a land-girlâs job was, of course, but to judge
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