Reaching over I grabbed it and smiled. Wesley: Was thinking about you. I laughed to myself. He was really turning on the charm. Me: I was thinking about you too. It wasn’t a complete lie. In between answering math problems I had replayed our afternoon over and over again. Wesley: Wish I could see you right now. I shook my head. Me: *attach image* I sent him a quick selfie of me doing my math homework. I didn’t even make it a pretty one. Instead I had crossed my eyes and made a gesture like I was stabbing myself through the temple with a pencil. In response to my image I received one in return. The phone fell out of my hands. He had sent me one of him lying in bed in nothing but his sleep pants. Me: You look comfortable. I hit myself in the face. Man I was starting to show how lame I was. If he was interested in me now he wouldn’t be after this conversation. Wesley: You look stressed. I laughed. Maybe I was wrong about this boy. Me: I have to get this done. Text you before bed. Wesley: Ok. I put my phone down and proceeded to answer the next ten questions on my sheet of problems. I admit I kept going back to the image of Wesley. Eighteen year old bodies aren’t supposed to look like his. How was it even possible? By eleven I had been home-worked out. I put down my pencil and rubbed my eyes. I thought I was confused about religion. Try spending several hours trying to figure out the American Government. I put my books back in my bag and shut my lap top. There wasn’t much else that I could do tonight. I changed into my sleep clothes and braided my hair in pig tails letting them hang in the front. I picked up my phone and opened Wesley’s message taking on last longing look at the image he had sent me. I turned on the camera of my phone and took a shot of me lying in bed. It wasn’t exposing anything my baby doll shirt covered every important part of my upper anatomy all it did was leave a little hint of flesh of my stomach. Me: *attached image* Heading to bed. Wesley: Lucky bed! See you tomorrow beautiful. Sleep well. I put my phone on my end table and rolled on my side. My head was swimming with all the images of the day. I fell asleep welcoming the darkness.
Chapter Seven With This Ring
“ Dawn!” My mother called from the living room. It was Friday already and Wesley and I had spent every day after school together in the park just talking. It was nice to have someone I could feel comfortable with. Not to mention someone that seemed to have his own cooling system. “What’s up mom?” I asked as I ran from my room. “You have plans tonight?” She asked as I came into the room. “No, not tonight.” I raised an eyebrow. “Why?” “No reason.” She smiled sweetly. She had a reason. “No really Mom. You don’t ask me what I’m doing if you don’t have plans already.” I frowned at her. “Want to start a fire?” She said. “The last time you said that I burnt down the shed at the old house.” I was confused. “No. I mean do you want to start a fire and roast hotdogs tonight.” She rolled her eyes. “Oh. Yeah that sounds like fun.” My frown turned into a smile. I loved when we spent time together. I loved it more when we did it before everything had happened. She was starting to feel better I could see it in her face. All her work at the church was paying off. Maybe all we had to do was leave El Paso for her to find herself again. We grabbed the hotdogs and buns from the kitchen and went outside. She had dug a fire pit in the middle of the backyard. She must have done this while I was at school because it wasn’t there yesterday. “Do your worst.” She pointed at the pit. I rubbed my hands together and closed my eyes once I felt the warm prickle in my fingers I opened them willing the fire to escape. The flame hit the pit and instantly started a warm fire. She put the hotdogs on two spits handing one to me. We took a seat on the concrete blocks and