she wasnât listening and my assurances were sounding unconvincing, even to me.
Donât get me wrong: Iâm very fond of my mother, and at least 80 per cent of the time sheâs a rational, sensible person. But if something unhinges her, it does a remarkably successful job. Eventually, I spoke to my father. He was more reasonable, but he too was concerned and I didnât want to raise the subject of bail. That was going to have to wait, at least until Robin had some idea of what we might be looking at.
I couldnât work. I prepared a canvas for the mango painting, but I knew I was in the wrong frame of mind. If I started now, it would be a disaster. I tried to think of another subject so that, when I felt like working again, I would be ready to complete the Interiors stuff. But nothing came â apart from a vision of a prison cell. Of course, Ihad never actually seen one, apart from Nelson Mandelaâs on Robben Island, which I had found curiously unreal. A cell was obviously no place for anyone to spend 27 days, let alone 27 years, but it had reminded me of a visit to Dachau when I had been a student and gone to Munich. The horror, the evil, is reduced to the banal by being clean and tidy and turned into, if not a tourist attraction exactly, at least a place of pilgrimage. Reality cannot be replicated. Once the moment is over, it is over for good. Fine idea for an artist to have, I thought.
I was contemplating all this when the bell rang, announcing a visit from Vanessa Govender, the instigator of Interiors. She had bumped into Chantal, and had been told about Dan, and so had come hotfooting round to me. I like Vanessa â sheâs a close friend in many ways, but sheâs also a major league gossip with a malicious streak that can be funny but also uncomfortable at times.
She launched in straight away. âGod, Laura! Are you all right? Has Dan really been arrested for murder? What happened? Whoâs the guy he killed?â
âHang on, hang on. He hasnât killed anyone. Itâs a mistake. The cops have some circumstantial evidence, but thatâs all. I hope weâll get him a bail hearing next week, and then heâll be out. Iâm sure we can get it sorted.â
âYou going to play detective? Just you be careful, thatâs all. And do you know ⦠really know ⦠that heâs innocent? I mean, I know the two of you have been friends for years, but â¦â Vanessa left the sentence unfinished. And once again, I felt doubt creep up on me. Of course I didnât know Dan was innocent. But I was bloody sure he was, nonetheless.
Vanessa went on talking. At one stage, she asked me who the investigating officer was, and I told her about Inspector Pillay and Sergeant Dhlomo.
âAdam Pillay? I know him. He lives a couple of houses down the road from me. Heâs an okay kind of guy. Terribly sad: his wife died in childbirth around 10 years ago. Imagine that, in this day and age! And the baby died too. Ridiculous. Anyway, he lives alone, and his mother, whoâs a friend of my ma, is always trying to set him up with women. Itâs like Vikram Sethâs A Suitable Boy in reverse! But surely he wouldnât arrest Daniel without some evidence?â
I tried to explain about Sergeant Dhlomo, and Vanessa immediately went off on another tangent, this time about xenophobia and how certain elements in the cops were always trying to pin everything onto immigrants and refugees. I have no idea what she was basing her view on, but it seemed to me it would fit with Dhlomoâs attitude. Or maybe he was just a tough cop and Dan had been in the wrong place at the wrong time. I sighed.
âDarling, is this getting to you?â
âWell, a bit, I suppose. After all, the body turned up on my favourite dog walk and now theyâve arrested one of my friends. But other than that, Iâm fine.â
âNo, youâre not. Just look at you.
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