years.â
I was suddenly, unwillingly, touched with sympathy. There was something in that last remark, a wistfulness, a shy prideâbut I still wasnât prepared to risk ptomaine. âIâll bet itâs delicious, but Alan and I are still not quite up to eating much. Jet lag?â
Surely even he had heard of jet lag. He did have a television, after all.
âMan, I know all about that. When I come back from âNam, I wasnât up to nothinâ for a week. Long ways back, that was, but I still recollect how sick I was. âCourse, I hadnât had no good food for a long time in that cage they put me in.â He finished his beer, belched, and crumpled the can in one huge fist. âOkay. So you want to hear about the professor. What you want to know?â
âAnything you can tell us, Jerry. You said he didnât have many visitors. That surprises me a little. He had so many friends.â
âYeah, but you know how it is. People get busy, they move away, they figger somebody else is goinâ to keep the old man company. They got their own lives. Just like you.â
The guilt that I had tried to lull to sleep stirred and stretched itself. Alanâs hand closed over mine, and he took up the conversation.
âI trust, at least, that someone looked in on him regularly. At his age, almost anything could have happened.â
âOh, they was a few people now and then. But as for regâlar, that was me. Iâd go see him every day. He didnât get out much anymore, only to the store for food and that. So mostly Iâd find him in that workshop of his.â
âWorkshop?â I frowned.
âYeah, the glass. You know.â
âNo. What was he doing with glass?â
âGee, maybe he took that up after you left. How long agoâd you say that was?â
âOver three years ago, now.â
âYeah, I guess maybe it was after that. He was gettinâ restless, see. He didnât go to work in the lab no more, said he couldnât see good enough.â
âYes, heâd given that up even before Frank died. It was hard on him, but he was very firm about it. He said he wasnât going to be one of those old bores who got in the way of the young people and messed up their experiments. As if he would!â
âYeah, well, when he quit, it left him with nothinâ much to do with his time. And I guess he went to one of them art fairs, up in Brown County or somewheres, and he got interested in that stuff they do with colored glass. So he built hisself a workshop out back and took it up.â
âHe started working in stained glass? Atâwhatâninety-three, ninety-four?â
âYep. Pretty good at it, too. People come and give him stuff to do for them, whaddaya call itââ
âCommissions?â
âYeah, thatâs it. He was real proud of that. Did right pretty stuff. Give me one last Christmas.â He gestured toward a dirty window where a sun-catcher hung crookedly from a rusty wire.
I had missed it when I first came in, overlooked it in the general clutter. Now I couldnât take my eyes off it. A swirl of abstract color, it glowed like a costly jewel in a pinchbeck setting.
âDonât know what itâs supposed to be, but I kinda like it,â said Jerry.
My throat was too tight to answer. Once more Alan stepped into the breach.
âItâs a beautiful thing, Jerry. Do you remember who came to give Professor Cassidy commissions? Weâd like to see more of his work.â
âLots of it in the workshop. I could take you over and see it.â
âThat would be very kind of you, and weâd like to do that. But weâmy wifeâwould also like to talk to the people who saw the professor close to his death, if you remember who any of them are.â
I marveled at Alanâs patience. I was longing to get out of the smelly trailer, see Kevinâs workshop, learn
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