Serle shouldnât have brought her. She is Lady Judithâs chamber-servant, and she didnât dare tell Lady Judith she was leaving. She just hurried out of Holt early one morning carrying Kester on her back.
Lord Stephen is very upset about this, and Sir John will be angry as well because Tanwen and Serle can never marry. Sheâs only a servant and has no parents or property.
Kester was born on the ninth day of May. So heâs two years and two months and two weeks old. With his dark hair and dark eyes and funny, pointed chin, he looks much more like Tanwen than Serle, and thatâs a good thing. When he laughs, itâs a mixture of chuckles and snorts.
Tanwen has told me much more news than Serle, and whatâs most important is the news about Gatty. I mean, about her father, Hum, and about Lankin.
Soon after we rode out of the March, Hum had pains in his stomach and lost his appetite, and then he died. Lankin came to his funeral.
âIt was the first time heâd come out of his hut all year,â Tanwen told me, âand his hair had grown down to his shoulders. The stump of his right wrist was all purple and puffy. In the middle of the service, Lankin bawled out: âScum! The filthy liar! Heâll rot in hell for ten thousand years.ââ
âThatâs terrible!â
âWell! Hum lied about him in the manor court, didnât he?â Tanwen said. âAnyhow, Gatty can never be betrothed to Jankin now. Not now his father has dishonored hers.â
Later, I asked Serle what would happen to Gatty, with her mother and her father both dead, and only her grandmother left, lying like a corpse in their cottage.
Serle stared at me, and his thin lips curled. âWell, Arthur, seeing as youâre not there to look after her yourselfâ¦â
Two years ago, I would have been provoked. But not now.
ââ¦Sir Johnâs asked Oliver to keep an eye on her. The strange thing is that, since Hum died, Gatty has started to sing.â
âWhat do you mean?â
âShe sings all day long. Sad songs. Happy songs. No one has taught them to her. Oliver says itâs a little March miracle.â
Another thing Iâve found out is that Lady Cécile is Sir Williamâs mistress.
I remember Sir John did tell me Sir William was away from home half the time, visiting his manor in Champagne; and I think he said he also visited a lady there. But it was all so far away then.
Lady Cécile is French, and firm and kind, and treats everyone as if they were her children, even Sir William. Sheâs rather top-heavy, and the way she gathers Kester to her, youâd think he might suffocate. But he crows and chortles, and seems to like it, and evidently Sir William does too.
I canât understand why Lady Cécile is fond of my father. How can she be? I quite like her, but seeing her and Sir William together makes me think of Lady Alice.
Her curl dancing out from under her wimple. Her orange cloak. Our weekly French lessons and laughter. And the way sheâs helped me try to meet my mother.
âSir William shouts at Lady Alice,â Tom told me once, âand sometimes he thrashes her, but he still worships her.â
Grace told me Lady Alice often cries when Sir William is away in Champagne. She has to do all the ladyâs work and half the lordâs as well, figuring the accounts and managing the duties on the two manors. She goes to bed tired and wakes up tired, and that makes her cry again.
Sir William and Lady Cécile have pitched their tent on the other side of the one Rhys and Turold share. I think they dishonor Lady Alice in the way that Queen Guinevere and Sir Lancelot dishonor King Arthur.
Sir William is a one-eyed, silvery, bristling wild boar. He may be a murderer. He used my mother and then he threw her away.
My ring! Our unending ringâ¦
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WINNIEâS LETTER
N OW! FIVE FULL DAYS AFTER HE RODE IN, MY FATHER has given me a
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