and startling, their bodies drawn into it like a childâs arm drawn briefly into a hard and painful little muscle.
Agnes slowed her steps as her heart sped up. She remembered kissing Pops in the late years and how it was just pinched-up lips and a dry peck, and remembered kissing him like that in his box, how his lips were like wood and how horrified sheâd been. Sheâd had that craving for a child, briefly, a little bit late, and had not pressed it with Pops. Heâd not had word one on the subject. He seemed at times such a passive man, and then at others all pent up. If heâd had passions, she suspected he disapproved of their expression. Perhaps he told them to Bob in the intimacy between a man and his dog, who knows what a man told his dog? Heâd always had Bob. There were two other dogs before him, but they were the same kind of dog, looked exactly the same. Every one named Bob. She wondered if heâd have done the same with her if sheâd died, just gone out and got another Agnes. If there hadnât been Bob, maybe heâd have talked to her.Seemed like they had the same dog for forty-nine years. One would die, Pops would get another one just like it the next day. Seemed to have the same obnoxious personality. Sheâd sometimes catch herself looking at that dog, or one of them, and thinking, This is the longest-living dog I ever saw. She laughed out loud.
She rounded a comer and looked down a narrow street lighted dimly by the old streetlamps. Far down, a little dog stood still in the middle of the road. From what Agnes could make out, it looked like Bob. He seemed to be looking back at her.
She leaned forward, squinting her good eye.
The dog stood very still, looking at her.
âBob,â Agnes said. Then she called out, âBob! Come here, boy! Oh Bob!â
She moved a little closer. Bob tensed up, stiffened his legs and his neck. Otherwise, he didnât budge.
Agnes clucked to herself and tapped the nightstick into her palm. âDamn old dog. I ought to let him run off somewhere.
âGo on!â she called to him then. âGo on, if you want to.â
Bob took a little straightening step. He lifted his head and sniffed the breeze. He was poised there, under the streetlamp, looking proud and aloof, seeming in that foggy distance like the ghost of all the Bobs. She imagined that after fifty years he was asking himself if he wanted any more. Well, she thought, she wouldnât press it: she would let him go where he wanted to go.
She heard a car and looked around. There at the stop sign sat Luraâs Impala, like some big pale fish paused on the ocean floor, the headlights its soft glowing eyes seeking. It nosed around the comer headed her way. At that Bob turned and trotted away. She watched him fade into the foggy gloom, just the hint of a sidling slip in his gait. Go on and look around then, she said to herself. Go see what youâve been sniffing in the breeze. She couldnât see him then, his image snuffed in the fog.
She stood in the middle of the old quiet street and waited on Lura to pull up. On a lark she turned sideways and stuck out her thumb. The car eased up beside her. She opened the creaky old door and looked in. Lura appeared to be dressed for traveling.
âI got an idea,â Agnes said.
At Luraâs pace they reached the coast about dawn. They took the long winding road out to the fort, hung a left at the guardhouse, and went down to the beach. Lura, woozy with fatigue, rolled on off the blacktop and into the sand for several yards before the Impala bogged down. She took the gearshift in one white-gloved hand and pushed it up into Park, pushed the headlights knob to the dash, and shut off the engine. Gulls and wader birds called across the marsh. The sky was lightening into blue. Frogs and more birds began to call, and redwings clung to stalks of swaying sea oats.
âListen to the morning,â Lura said.
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