sound of her voice lulled him, and before long, he wasnât thinking about anything except for breathing the way she taught him to breathe and holding the poses.
Even the hot sexual thoughts banked to a low simmer.
Okay, maybe this yoga thing wasnât so nutty after all. In those few minutes he felt more calmed and controlled than heâd felt since . . . well, since he couldnât remember when.
They were doing side arm stretches and he was swinging along at a steady clip, when she cautioned, âEasy does it. Explore the edge, but donât go over it.â
âExplore the edge? What does that even mean?â
âFeel the power of the stretch. But if thereâs the least bit of actual pain, back off.â
He grunted, and stopped extending as far as he could.
âGood job,â she encouraged him.
âI feel like Iâm revving my engine with the transmission in park.â
âThen back off more.â
âIf I do that, Iâll barely be moving.â
âThen barely move.â She slowed her own pace to demonstrate.
âAt this rate my shoulder wonât heal until Iâm eighty.â
Her smile was enigmatic, slight and light.
âWhat?â he asked, mimicking her movements, rotating his body from side to side with painstaking motions that were actually starting to feel really good in his shoulder.
âI was thinking of what youâll be like at eighty.â
âHowâs that?â
âYouâll be winning wheelchair races down thehallway of the nursing home and goosing the nurses not smart or fast enough to get out of your way.â
âI donât know whether I should feel flattered or insulted.â
âYour choice,â she said. âArms straight out at your sides, shoulder height, palms up.â
âThis isnât hard,â he said.
âNot yet.â There was that knowing smile again, as if she held the keys to heaven and she wasnât going to let him in until he proved himself worthy. âMake tiny little circles with your fingertips as if they were paintbrushes, and you were painting the walls.â
âThat I can get into.â
âSlow down.â
âYouâre starting to sound like an echo.â He snorted.
âIâll stop repeating myself when you hear me.â
âI donât see how this is helping much. Itâs just stretching, and not very strenuous stretching at that,â he grumbled.
âLast time I checked, I was the therapist and you were the patient. Why donât you just let me do my job?â
âGreat, fine, okay.â He chuffed out a breath and slowed his movements. âOw, this is getting harder.â
âUh-huh.â
âAre you always such a tough taskmaster?â
âClose your eyes,â she said. âFocus on what youâre doing, nothing else in the world matters but painting those walls. Nothing else exists.â
âUm . . .â He cleared his throat. âYour voice exists.â
âWiden the circles,â she instructed, ignoring that.
âRight. Focus. Iâm focusing.â Except that he wasnât. His shoulders were burning, and her lavender-sage smell was tangling up in his nose, and her voice was heating up his blood. He dropped his arms.
âArms up,â she said, perky but insistent.
âTheyâre tired.â
âI know. Mine are too. Arms up.â
Grunting, he raised his arms. âIs this painting almost finished?â
âThe longer you complain, the longer it takes.â
âYouâre punishing me?â
âDonât have to. Youâre already punishing yourself by focusing on your discomfort. Just focus on what youâre doing, ignore everything else.â
âLike when Iâm pitching?â
âExactly like when youâre pitching.â
They exercised together for a while longer, Axel obeying her commands, keeping his eyes closed, and