other for reasons other than the library fund project buys dinner.â
âYouâd make me pay for dinner? On my salary?â
âTo make a point, yes. Weâll consider it valuable education.â
âSince it wonât happen weâll consider it moot. Goodbye.â
She went into the library without a backward glance, at least not one he could see. But it wouldnât surprise him if she tipped a blind, watching him. Grinning.
And yeah, he knew there wasnât time to pursue this. Not now. But if not now, then when? When will you let yourself embrace life?
Reverend Hannity had done a series of sermons making that very point this fall. Thoughtful and thought provoking, his gentle words had tweaked Jeffâs conscience. The work demands that used to nibble his free time now consumed it.
Was his dedication to work extreme?
The fact that he didnât want to answer that question said plenty. Sure, heâd grown up in the shadow of his fatherâs misdeeds, and their physical resemblance was so strong that Jeff felt required to establish degrees of separation. He accomplished that by being honest, faithful and self-reliant, qualities his father could have embraced.
But chose not to.
Hannah was right. He should squelch this attraction and cite bad timing as the reason. He needed to cover for Trent while putting the companyâs best foot forward on current bids.
Plus, the girl wasnât interested. Correct that, she was interested, but didnât want to be and Jeff sensed that reluctance. He didnât need distractions or aggravations. Neither did she. And since theyâd thrown down a challenge to see whoâd cave first, maybe it was for the best if neither caved.
It wouldnât be easy to let things slide. And the thought of her walking home, even though it was only several blocks awayâ¦the image of her alone, on the streets, in the rain, the dark of nightâ¦
That brought out his protective instincts. But sheâd made it this far without his help, his protection. The fact that he wanted, no, longed to help and protect needled him.
But heâd let it go. They both would. He knew she wouldnât call. If self-preservation was a lock, Hannah Moore turned the key long ago.
Sometimes God offered a distinct picture of right and wrong, and sometimes He let you figure it out for yourself. This time, Jeff was pretty sure of the message heâd been getting from Hannah.
Put it on hold, as much as it scorched his take-charge mind-set.
And with work tugging him in different directions, it might not scorch as much as heâd have thought.
Chapter Six
H annah moved to the candy store counter and smiled at the teenage boy who walked in with his mother on Monday afternoon. He didnât return the smile, just gave a semi-embarrassed âwhat am I doing hereâ half shrug.
Hannah understood the adolescent gesture. When the woman moved off to examine preboxed candy, a note of desperation darkened the boyâs eyes, a quick flash, as if weighing escape routes and finding them lacking.
A cold shudder coursed through Hannah; an icy prickling climbed her back, clawing her gut.
She stood on her side of the counter, wanting to move, wanting to help, frozen in the press of memories, the boyâs stark look familiar.
The boy read her expression and jerked his features into a quick semblance of normalcy. Then he ducked his chin.
Heâs a kid, Hannah reminded herself as she stepped forward. Theyâre all a little whacked-out at this age. Puberty does weird things to kidsâ heads. You know that, Hannah. Get a grip.
âMay I help you?â
He shrugged again, glanced around, then settled a look on his mother. âIâm just waiting for her.â
His detached tone told Hannah he wasnât here by choice. She nodded and raised a tray of freshly done candies. âWell, Iâve got a sampling here of some new twists on old favorites. If
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