is clamped on his arm.
âMom!â he protests, shoving at her hand. âOkay, okay.â He crawls out, pushing against her body, as Hilario gets out the other side. âEs nada,â Hilario says. âWe donât do nothing.â He tries to laugh. âA yoke,â he mispronounces. He looks at her with the native, jocular insolence of a cocky young man. Already he knows women will defer to him.
âGo home!â she says sharply. He shrugs, turns, and runs away.
To her son, she says, âWhere were you?â though she knows.
She marches him across the street. By her car, she pauses. Her chest hurts. She realizes that, in fact, they were doing nothing, boys acting silly in an unlocked car. She puts her hands on her sonâs arm again. Intently, she looks at him and she says, âYou have to understand. Two Mexican boys in someoneâs car. It doesnât matter that it was nothing. You would get in so much trouble.â
âMom, we knew the car. Itâs Mr. Nathanâs car. The P.E. teacher. What would he do to us? He left it unlocked. We werenât hurting it.â
She makes herself take a deep breath, takes her hands away. She points to her car. âGet in.
âDid you eat?â she asks. He presses himself against the far door. He mumbles something about a tamale.
âWhat? What were you doing?â
They were watching the little kids while Lupe was at the laundromat. She left tamales.
âI havenât eaten,â Dulce says.
He sits up. âIâm still hungry.â
âI heard from your father,â she says. She didnât know she was going to say that. âFrom Texas.â
His head jerks up. âWhatâs he want, Mom? Is he coming?â
âHe wants youâusâhe wants us to come to Texas. To his folks.â
âWhen, Mama? We will go, wonât we?â
âI donât know. I donât know.â
âDoes it cost too much? On the bus?â
âHe sent money.â
âI want to go!â
âI donât know yet. Schoolâs not out. Weâll see then. In June.â
âThere are ways to get to Texas,â he says sulkily. Itâs a dare. She has told him how her papa walked the last forty miles to the border, to save his pesos for the crossing, his first time.
âI havenât made any supper,â she says. âWe could go for hamburgers.â
He shrugs. She knows he wants to go.
She reaches for his hand. âLetâs get through the school year,â she says. âYou know how I am about you missing school.â
He pulls his hand away and gets quickly out of the car and runs to the trailer. Sighing, she pulls away from the curb. Sheâll get food and bring it back. Sheâll tell him she knows he wants his father, though she wonders what he thinks that means. She will say he isnât big enough to go all that way on the bus, but she knows he can do it, knows, too, that sooner or later he will. She will try not to think how that will break her heart.
After supper the four of themâPolly, Maggie, and the childrenâlined up cozily on the couch to watch videos of cartoon movies. Jay slumped against his mother and played the little boy, until some idle gesture of affection on her part reminded him he was unhappy, and he inched away. Stevie, seated on her other side, pointed and called out âMousie!â about a hundred times, whatever the nature of the characters. Polly, benign, put on her bifocals and worked a crossword puzzle, no doubt relieved at the relative peace.
Later, Jay took his comic books to bed down the hall. Maggie bathed Stevie, getting in the tub with her, taking a long time, making a game of soaping and washing and rinsing. When Stevie was in her crib and quiet, Maggie went in to see Jay. She sat on the bed and put her hand on his knee over the covers. His cheek where the can had struck him was purple. He made a show of turning
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