they had. And he knew that . . .
Oh well. On with the day. It promised to be another fine, bright day, if perhaps a trifle on the warm side. A light summer dress would be in order.
Thomasâs side of the bed was empty since he was an early riser. He had usually showered, dressed and made his way along the corridor to his Quiet Room before Ellie managed to open her eyes. He would spend time with his bible and God, and appear downstairs ready to cook breakfast for all of them if Rose were not up yet â and of late she hadnât been.
Mia was another slowcoach in the mornings. Ellie understood that completely. Sometimes, if Thomas were away on one of his lecture trips, Ellie and Mia would prepare and eat breakfast in complete silence.
Mia would soon be gone. Ellie was delighted that the girl felt able to move on, of course, but they would miss her.
Ellie sat on the edge of the bed, considered getting down on her knees to pray and decided against it.
Dear Lord, please forgive me for not kneeling. Iâm feeling creaky this morning. I hope you donât mind. I could do with some courage today. You know what Iâm up against. What am I going to do about Diana? Suppose I sold off part of this great house . . . ? But then it wouldnât be our home any more. I could mortgage it, I suppose, but how could I afford the repayments? I couldnât.
Then thereâs Rose . . .
And an interview with the police, which I canât see being pleasant. If you could see your way to prompting me, so that I donât make a complete fool of myself . . . ? Though I suppose that really doesnât matter, does it? I am what I am, and I can only do my best. Apologies. Feeling sorry for myself. Stupid. Take no notice.
Itâs a lovely day, I see. Thank you for that.
The roses in the Pryce garden yesterday â what a delight.
I must get on with things, mustnât I? Thanks for listening.
There was a wail from Frankâs room. Heâd probably woken in alarm, wondering where he was . . . and then remembered.
There was a snuffling at her bedroom door, and Frank shot in. He dived into bed with her, and clung. There, there! He was far too thin and anxious for his age. She held him tight. There, there. She checked, but he didnât seem to have wet the bed. Praise be.
If she kept the thought of Diana locked away at the back of her head, she might get through the day all right. One thing at a time. Soothe Frank off to school and give Stewart a progress report on how his son was doing . . .
Ellie tidied the sitting room. She cut and arranged some more flowers to replace the peonies, which were past their best. She darted into the kitchen to check on Rose and Mia, who said they were perfectly all right, thank you, and what was all the fuss about? Rose was developing some spectacular bruises, but said sheâd had a good night.
The gardener came and complained about the mutilation of his flower bed. Ellie gave him a Look and said that if heâd tied the rambler rose back when it had first come loose, Rose wouldnât have had to put her life in danger by going up a ladder, so would he please see to it before he mowed the lawn that day. He said that that was all very well, but he wasnât Mr Whip-it-Quick, was he? And what did she expect when she was only paying him for four hours a week?
âI expect value for money, thatâs what,â said Ellie, folding her arms at him. He stumped off, muttering to himself. The cat Midge stalked past her to leap on to the staging in the conservatory, which the sun was heating up nicely.
The moment her hands were idle, Ellie found herself replaying yesterdayâs dramas in her head â which did her no good at all. Worrying didnât get you anywhere. She knew that. Of course she did. Which didnât stop her doing it.
She still hadnât told Thomas about Dianaâs visit, and she had
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