the kettle black.
In the end, I swallowed all the inadequate words I came up with. I believe that words have powerâas Iâd proven the night before, when Iâd wounded him with themâbut sometimes they just arenât enough.
âDo you want me to put on some toast?â I asked instead, vowing that when breakfast was over I would go into my solitary confinement with no complaints or delays.
*Â Â Â *Â Â Â *
Piper was waiting for me by my locker first thing Monday morning. It was a rare show of punctuality from her, but I was still too pissed off about our crappy excuse for a girlsâ night out to be very impressed.
It wasnât really Piperâs fault that our Saturday had been so miserable. Since she had no idea how I felt about Luke, she couldnât have realized how unappealing being a third wheel on her date would be to me, and she really had gone out of her way to make sure I was included. She danced with me, and she made sure Luke danced with me, and I could hardly blame her for the fact that Iâd hated the nightclub. How could she know I hated loud, overheated, overcrowded nightclubs when I hadnât even known that myself? I should just chalk it all up to a learning experience and get over it.
Sometimes, Piper comes off as being totally oblivious to other people, but she was still capable of surprising me. I thought Iâd done a pretty good job of hiding my feelings on Saturday night, but the first words out of her mouth when she saw me were, âIâm so sorry about how I acted at the club.â
I wanted to laugh it off, maybe pretend I didnât know what she was talking about. In some ways, it felt almost ungrateful to complain. But after having spent all of Sunday shut up in my room with nothing to do but work on college applicationsâmy dad hadnât even let me out to do chores or walk Bob or anythingâI was in too brittle a mood to manage it.
âLetâs just forget about it, okay?â I said, staring at the buttons on my coat as if I needed absolute concentration to get them open. Out of the corner of my eye I saw Piper lean against the bank of lockers, letting me know she planned on hanging around.
âI promised myself Iâd stop at two beers,â she said. âI should have remembered that once I get a couple of beers into me, I forget all about promises like that. It was selfish and stupid and words canât describe how sorry I am.â
There was an unfamiliar hitch in her voice that made me look up and meet her eyes. She wasnât crying, but the remorse on her face was so genuine I couldnât help but believe it.
I wonât say the anger went away, but its intensity lessened. There were so many other things I had hated about Saturday night, but at least Piper was apologizing for the one thing I could blame her for in good conscience. It was more than Iâd expected to get from her.
âIâd suggest you try apologizing to my dad,â I said, âonly Iâm not sure getting within a mile of him would be a good survival strategy.â
She smiled tentatively. âAre you suggesting your dad doesnât like me?â
âShocking, I know.â
I took my coat off and shoved it in my locker. Piper frowned at me.
âYouâre out of uniform,â she commented.
I groaned. Shit! âI was hoping no one would notice.â
Thanks to my stint in solitary confinement yesterday, Iâd completely forgotten the one Sunday chore that absolutely had to be done: laundry. I hadnât remembered until this morning, when Iâd had to dig through my hamper in search of a uniform. I found a tunic that probably wouldnât wrinkle if an elephant slept on it all night, but all of my button-down white shirts were a mess. Iâd had to settle for a long sleeve white polo, hoping the tunic over the top would disguise its nonregulation placket.
âMaybe no one else will,â
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