been sent up to the ward.â
âAlexandra?â cried Jane. âBut Iâve just come down from there. It wasnât there when I left.â
âWhen would that be?â
How long had she spent looking for Tim?
âAbout fifteen minutes, I should think.â
âAh. Heâd have disposed of it when he went off, I should think. Say ten minutes ago. I think you may find it up there, miss.â
âYou couldnât ring them and find out, could you?â
The porter smiled, his hand moving automatically to plug in the house telephone. After a few seconds he came back to Jane.
âYes miss. Itâs up there all right. I understand Sister isnât too pleased.â
âI bet sheâs hopping mad. Thanks a lot,â Jane said, happily as she turned away.
Back to Alexandra, she sighed. Another small basinful of Sheilaâs woes and then home, a solitary, blessed solitary, late tea at her flat in front of the fire, toast and honey and a new novel from the Public Library. She found that Sister had gone off for her own tea but Staff Nurse gave her permission to take the big suitcase into the ward, just to convince the scatty girl in Bed 12 that it had not been stolen. As she staggered in with it she saw the cubicle curtains were closed again. She kept going, however, and pushing her way in heard Tim sayingââ itâs for your own safety, Miss Burgess. You will do as I ask, wonât you? Say yes! Let me hear you say yes!â
Then Jane was inside, Tim had sprung to his feet and Sheila who had been sitting upright, leaned forward with a flushed face and said, âOh Jane, you angel! You found it. I was so afraid someoneââ She broke off, turned to Timothy and went on, eagerly, âIâve got to clear out! You understand, donât you? Iâm all set to leaveâ All my thingsâ All that matters Janeâs been wonderful. So Iâll go home tomorrow. Dr Long. Thank you for all youâve done, but I just have to go home.â
Jane backed away, stammering apologies. She wanted to get out of the ward, more particularly to get away from the picture of Timothy leaning forward, one of Sheilaâs hands between both of his gazing into her eyes and saying, âYou will do as I ask, wonât you?â and Sheila gazing back, melting rapidly, on the very point of agreeing. She was furious with Tim; she was furious with herself for interrupting him.
âDonât go, Miss Wheelan!â
It was an order, given in a voice of suppressed fury, quite equal to her own, Jane thought miserably. She made an effort to defend herself, however.
âI understood that Sheila was to be discharged tomorrow and as she asked me to go to her room and bring her things here, I just did that. Was it wrong?â
Tim shook his head, hopelessly.
âNot really, I suppose. But actually since you came back with some of the luggage, Miss Burgess has been in such a disturbed conditionââ
Jane protested, but he went on, disregarding her, âSo very much worse that we are now advising her to have further treatmentâspecialist treatment.â
âYou know what he means, donât you, Jane?â Sheila insisted on being heard. âThe luny-binâthat awful shock treatment or something.â
âIâm sure rest and a few talks with the doctor will do the trick,â Tim told her.
âI can get that at home. My mother has a very good doctor. Iâve been to him myself sometimes. Heâll do for the talks and Iâm going home for the rest. So what more do you want?â
Her attitude and appearance had changed profoundly since Janeâs arrival. She was lively and confident where before she had been apathetic and fearful. While Tim considered that this was an added proof of her instability, he had to acknowledge that it gave him no grounds for pressing her to sign a form to admit her to a mental hospital as a voluntary
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