door.
âGood morning,â says the doctor when heâs half inside the examination room. Shit. He hadnât expected her to be young and female, though thereâs no reason why. He certainly hadnât expected her to be so pretty. He didnât think about it at all, but now heâs thinking a lot about how to make his body behave. He reminds himself that sheâs a doctor, good enough to work for Chimera. Let her do her job. Putting up with teenage boys canât be fun for her, and her week is probably full of them.
âIâm Dr. Spencer. I have your file.â
He hears the tone of . . . something . . . in her voice. Surprise that heâs entered the competition at all? Curiosity over why he hasnât been âfixedâ yet? Longing to perform the surgery that will cure him? Heâs not sure, but heâll bet she doesnât usually sound like that.
âItâs a big file,â he says. Dr. Spencer nods.
âWell, letâs get started,â she says. âShirt off, please.â
âUh. Okay.â Heâd expected her to say something. Fine, shirt off. Itâs been a long time since heâs been half naked in front of a woman, and then it was only Anna. Luckily the color of his skin slightly hides the blush. Not completely, but a little.
Nothing hides the scars.
He is no stranger to doctors, hospitals, the tests they putyou through that seem to make no sense. He tracks a point of light with his eyes, touches his fingertips with his thumb, bends over to reach his toes. She points to a section of floor in the corner, different from the rest. More like the floor in a Chimera room, slightly springy, but this one is moving on its own, scrolling at a smooth, brisk walking pace. The sensor she sticks to him itches; she motions for him to step on, eyes already on the screen to see the dismal readings.
He doesnât know anyone else whoâs had their medical yet, and so he doesnât know whether the two hours it takes is normal. He touches machines and climbs into them, is scanned, prodded, stuck with needles that fill with precious blood. After the initial introduction, he doesnât speak to Dr. Spencer except to answer questions or agree to her instructions. Thereâs no point, and he doesnât want argumentative added to his history, though itâs likely already there. Tantrums had been forgiven in the early days. Who would expect a child to understand? But when heâd gotten old enough, and did understand, well, then itâd just been unfair.
âAll done,â she says finally, her full lips twisting. Her mouth opens and closes, and he waits. âYou know,â she says. Itâs not a question.
âYeah.â
âAnd thatâs why you play.â
âYeah.â
âI donât blame you,â she whispers, nearly inaudibly. She clears her throat. âBut you need to stop.â
âWhat?â
She looks away, choosing one blank spot on the wall that is apparently more interesting than all the others. âHow much time were you given?â
He doesnât need to pretend to remember. âThe last doc I saw said Iâd probably make it to twenty-one. Age, I mean, not level.â
âHe mightâve been right about the level,â says Dr. Spencer. âYouâre very good. But I think the other thing was . . . optimistic.â
The filters suck all the air from the room. âExcuse me?â
âIâm sorry,â she says, dragging her eyes back to his. âIf you stop placing so much strain on yourself, and by that I mean you go home and start eating your meals in bed, you might have another year. I canât recommend you for the competition. I canât recommend you play at all.â
âYouâre wrong,â he says, pulse thundering in his ears. He wonât measure it here in front of her. âIâm already at Level Twenty. I can make it.â
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