shorts over my big butt Koichi and Yurie stick figures sand castle water waves float and a mammoth jellyfish offshore
T he mikan that we continue to thin are large as baseballs in some groves enough to roll an ankle if you step wrong and if you step right enough to make a juicy mess tree after tree row after row terrace after terrace we thin
I ask when the fruits will finally turn orange September they say soon after you leave and I’m disappointed having wanted to see row after row terrace after terrace of orange-spotted trees
the heat is brutal making us slow and dull as cicadas whine, drone and click and do their crazy calls so loud sometimes we have to yell to each other we take extra water in thermoses extra breaks in the shade and after lunch don’t ever go back up till after two when the sun is starting its slow track down toward the western horizon
which means every day after lunch cleanup at the house I have a full hour free in Yurie’s room to nap or email even chat online with friends up late in New York and to the old atom of friends humor starts to return barely noticeable at first like a tide change
summer will end soon then high school— private for Erin and Abby public for the rest of us bigger school more activities more options more atoms we make plans to meet for pizza the day before classes the day before the start of our next four years and we joke about what we’ll bring each other as gifts— moose turds rocks math books jellyfish salad
I send a separate email to Lisa still quiet and ask how are you? how’s summer school? ready for more school? and she replies right away k btw, jake emailed
I tell this to Baachan and all afternoon in the hot groves cutting the no-good fruit down and pruning twigs that will scar the rinds I think how cool is that that what Baachan said to me over here made that Jake-and-Lisa contact happen over there
at night I think there must be a way to go beyond who we were when what you did froze the way we were in everyone’s heads I think there must be a way to show you we’ve grown and to show you that maybe now we know how we should have been with you, Ruth, and that maybe now we’d know how to keep you from walking up that hill that night to the orchard behind Jake’s house
O ne day we come down from the groves for lunch hot, beat drenched in sweat but before I finish my second glass of cold barley tea Baachan sends me out to buy tofu when I return she hovers says Yurie called to tell me the computer isn’t working
all through lunch she repeats Yurie said don’t touch it! don’t even turn it on! which is weird because I was the last one to use it when Yurie went to bed last night and neither of us had it on this morning
Koichi is off for the day dealing with some truck repair so Baachan tells me to take my after-lunch break with Uncle on the veranda and he’ll teach me how to play shogi I sit down opposite my uncle thinking this is different— he always naps in this heat Uncle sets up the board starts explaining the sides sente and gote the moves of the king the gold and silver generals chariots knights and dragon horses and I’m thinking enough already let’s play
but the phone rings Baachan answers and Aunt hovers like she caught it from Baachan and Baachan hands the phone to Aunt and Aunt disappears into the kitchen and Baachan orders us to stop shogi immediately and sends Uncle and me on an errand to get some …
cucumbers? Uncle and me? Uncle never does the vegetable picking and Baachan never wastes two bodies on a task that could be done by one but we get the cucumbers though Baachan didn’t say how many and some peppers and eggplants to be safe but it is way too hot in the