and then remembered that he and Maggie were formally estranged.
âYou go finish your assignment,â Anne ordered her daughter. âYouâre getting an early train tomorrow.â
For dinner, he made himself a toasted ham and cheese sandwich. Making it reminded him of his daughter as a small girl, when she had proudly cooked such a sandwich for him from her kiddie cookbook and announced it as
croque-monsieur.
As he was eating it at the kitchen table, Anne came in and leaned against the counter.
âMaggieâs on my case,â he said.
âOf course,â Anne said. âSheâs that age. You loom large in her life.â
âI hope sheâll apologize before she goes,â he said wearily.
âSheâs written you a note,â Anne told him. âShe hates to fight with you.â
âOur Maggie,â he said as he cleared the table, âsheâs larger than life.â
When the dishes were in the washer, Browne turned to see his wife tight-lipped, leaning in the same spot, twisting her wedding ring.
âYou donât look happy, Annie.â
She flashed a false smile, raised her hands and let them fall to her sides.
âItâs only money, right?â
âRight,â he said.
âTomorrow weâll get the calls.â
She had been buying stock on margin through her brother for several years, profiting where others failed. Browne thought of her as clever at business. He had stopped keeping up with the numbers.
âWeâve learned a few things since Black Monday,â he said. âIt may pass.â
After a moment she said, âIâm not going to take Maggie out of school. Iâll go to my father if I have to.â
âSurely,â he said, âit wonât come to that.â
âThink not?â
âThe crisis passed in eighty-seven,â he said. âWeâd all have done better not to panic. Wait and see.â
She went into the kitchen to pour herself a glass of wine.
âAre you going to say âI told you soâ?â she asked him.
âIâm not going to say anything,â Browne said. âNot a word.â
âDadâs going to say it.â
âLet him say what he likes. Tell him it was my idea. He canât think any worse of me than he does already.â
âHe doesnât think all that badly of you. He said you were a good provider.â
âFrankly, Annie, I donât give a shit what he said.â
Anneâs face was flushed with the wine. She leaned in the kitchen doorway with her forehead against the jamb. He went over and put a hand against her cheek, bidding her to look at him. She turned to face him and closed her eyes.
âIâm so ashamed,â she said. âI feel so stupid.â
âWe agreed, didnât we? That it was only money?â
Browne was surprised at his own indifference. For some reason he could not bring to bear the emotions appropriate to disappointed speculation.
âWe may lose,â she said, âin a somewhat major way. Weâre going to have to hustle to pay it back. Weâre going to have to borrow and weâre going to have to cut down.â
âLetâs tote it up in the morning,â he said. âIâve had enough of today.â
âNever again,â Anne said. âI swear.â
âForget it, Anne. Itâs over with. Weâll proceed from here.â
He went into the kitchen to get the wine. He refilled her glass and poured a small measure for himself. Ordinarily, he never drank alcohol. He touched her glass with his own.
â
Slainte
, Annie Aroon. Donât feel bad.â
As he drank, she burst into tears. He touched her on the shoulder. Then it occurred to him that she might want to be alone. He put the glass down and went out of the dining room.
On the night table in their bedroom, he found a comic friendship card of the sort available from stationers, together with a
Enrico Pea
Jennifer Blake
Amelia Whitmore
Joyce Lavene, Jim Lavene
Donna Milner
Stephen King
G.A. McKevett
Marion Zimmer Bradley
Sadie Hart
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