Powder Blu by Brandi Johnson

show you how sure I am,” he said as he started up his car and pulled off.
    I didn’t know where we were going; it sure wasn’t Nikki’s house because we went in the opposite direction. For real for real, I didn’t care where we headed, all I wanted was some of the dick that had all these girls going crazy.
    â€œHere, light this,” Cordell said, pulling a blunt from behind his ear.
    I took the blunt from his hand, picked a lighter up from his seat and lit it. “Here,” I said, attempting to put it to his lips.
    â€œNaw, you hit it first,” he said, turning his head.
    Trying my best to act like I knew what I was doing, I took a long pull from the blunt and instantly began choking.
    â€œGimme my shit, you don’t even know what you doin’, girl. This ain’t no bunk, this dro,” he said reaching over, grabbing the blunt from my fingers and began smoking it.
    â€œWhateva,” I said once I finished with my coughing spell.
    Twenty minutes later, Cordell pulled up into the back of a vacant church and cut his car off. He took two more pulls from his blunt before putting it out in the ashtray.
    â€œYou ready?” he looked over at me and asked.
    I could tell by Cordell’s glassy red eyes that he was high as hell. “Yep,” I answered. I was anxious to finally be able to fuck Cordell. I wanted him almost as bad as I wanted Budz. I knew I would have to get it through my head that Budz would never look at me as nothing more than his little sister, but that didn’t stop me from keeping hope alive!
    â€œTake ya clothes off then,” Cordell said.
    I did what Cordell asked without hesitation.
    He looked my naked body over while biting down on his bottom lip. “You gon’ suck my dick?” he said, while reaching over and gently pulling on one of my nipples.
    â€œTake it out,” I said with no qualms.
    I could barely contain myself as I watched Cordell unbutton his Levi 501s. The anticipation was killing me. He pulled his jeans and boxers down and to my surprise he had one of the smallest dicks I’d ever seen in my life. I was almost in a state of shock as I stared down at that tiny shit.
    â€œWhat’s wrong?” Cordell asked, sensing my hesitation.
    â€œNothin’, ain’t nothin’ wrong,” I stammered, disappointed.
    â€œWell come put yo’ mouth on it then,” he said, assisting with pulling me over to him.
    I still couldn’t believe how tiny Cordell’s dick was as I closed my eyes and wrapped my lips around it. It had to be his money that had these girls flipping out over him, ’cause he was certainly slacking in the dick department. I was so disappointed. In order to even act like I was enjoying what I was doing, I had to pretend that Cordell was Budz. Whatever I was doing must have been working because Cordell was enjoying it way too much.
    â€œCome ride me,” he said.
    Wanting to get this entire ordeal over with, I climbed over onto his lap and slid down on his pole. He quickly began humping.
    â€œYou love this dick don’t you?” he asked with his eyes closed tight, while caressing my back.
    â€œYessss,” I moaned while rolling my eyes to the top of my head.
    â€œIt’s big ain’t it?” he moaned.
    No, this nigga did not just ask me that, I thought. I wanted to laugh so badly, but to keep his ego intact, I played along. “Yessss, baby, it’s so big,” I lied while twisting my lips.
    After a few more humps, Cordell exploded all up inside of me. I waited impatiently for him to stop shaking and climbed off of his lap.
    â€œYou satisfied?” he asked, in a cocky tone.
    â€œUmmmm huh,” I replied, hoping he didn’t catch the sarcasm in my voice.
    â€œYou got some good pussy,” he said, as he pulled up his clothes.
    I wish I could say the same, I thought as I got dressed. “Thanks.”
    Cordell wiped the sweat from his