Where’d you get the hat?” he asked Johnno.
“It’s a long, sad story, son.” Glancing over, he spotted Emma standing at the crack in her bedroom door. “Don’t look now, but we’ve company. Hello there, prune face.”
She giggled a little, but didn’t come in. At the moment, her eyes were all for Brian.
He crossed over and, picking her up, patted her bottom. “Emma. How does it feel to be an international traveler?”
She thought she’d dreamed it, that one moment where he’dtucked her in bed and kissed her cheek. But it wasn’t a dream, because he was there, smiling at her, his voice making all the nastiness in her stomach disappear.
“I’m hungry,” she said and offered him a huge grin.
“I’m not surprised.” He kissed the dimple at the corner of her mouth. “How about some chocolate cake?”
“Soup,” Bev put in.
“Cake and soup,” he amended. “And some nice tea.”
He set her down to go to the phone and ring room service.
“Come over here, Emma. I have something for you.” Johnno patted the cushion beside him. She hesitated. Her mother had often said just that. And the something had been a smack. But Johnno was smiling a true smile. When she settled beside him, he took a small, clear plastic egg from his pocket. Inside was a toy ring with a gaudy red stone.
Emma gave a little gasp as he put it in her hand. Speechless, she turned the egg this way and that, watching the ring slide from side to side.
It had been a careless thing, Johnno thought. A machine that took American quarters, and he’d had change left after his speedy shopping spree. More touched than he wanted the others to see, he opened the egg for her, then slipped the ring on her finger.
“There. We’re engaged.”
Emma beamed at the ring, then at him. “Can I sit on your lap?”
“All right then.” He leaned close to her ear. “But if you wet your pants, the engagement’s off.”
She laughed, settled on his lap, and began to play with her ring.
“First my wife, then my daughter,” Brian commented.
“You’d only have to worry if you had a son.” Stevie tossed off the words as easily as he tossed off the drink. Then wished he’d cut off his tongue. “Sorry,” he muttered as the room fell silent. “Hangover. Puts me in a filthy mood.”
At the knock on the door, Johnno gave a lazy shrug. “Better put on that famous smile, son. It’s show time.”
Johnno was angry, but hid it well as the young, bearded reporter sat down with them. They had no idea what it was like, he thought. None of them, save Brian who had gone to school with him, had befriended him. The names he’d been called—fag, pussy, queer. They had hurt a great deal more than theoccasional beatings he’d taken. Johnno knew he would have had his face smashed into a pulp more than once if it hadn’t been for Brian’s ready fists and loyalty.
They had been drawn together, two ten-year-old boys with drunken fathers. Poverty wasn’t uncommon in London’s east end, and there were always toughs ready to break an arm for pence. There were ways of escaping. For both him and Brian, the escape had been music.
Elvis, Chuck Berry, Muddy Waters. They would pool whatever money they could earn or steal to buy those precious 45s. At twelve, they’d collaborated on their first song—a really poor one, Johnno remembered now, lots of moon/June rhymes set to a three-chord rhythm they’d pounded out on their battered guitar. They’d traded a pint of Brian’s father’s gin for that guitar, and Brian had taken an ugly beating. But they’d made music, such as it was.
Johnno had been nearly sixteen before he realized what he was. He’d sweated over it, wept over it, pounded himself into any girl who would have him to turn his fate around. But sweat, tears, and sex hadn’t changed him.
Finally it had been Brian who had helped him to accept. They’d been drinking, late at night, in the basement of Brian’s flat. This time, Johnno had pinched
“It’s a long, sad story, son.” Glancing over, he spotted Emma standing at the crack in her bedroom door. “Don’t look now, but we’ve company. Hello there, prune face.”
She giggled a little, but didn’t come in. At the moment, her eyes were all for Brian.
He crossed over and, picking her up, patted her bottom. “Emma. How does it feel to be an international traveler?”
She thought she’d dreamed it, that one moment where he’dtucked her in bed and kissed her cheek. But it wasn’t a dream, because he was there, smiling at her, his voice making all the nastiness in her stomach disappear.
“I’m hungry,” she said and offered him a huge grin.
“I’m not surprised.” He kissed the dimple at the corner of her mouth. “How about some chocolate cake?”
“Soup,” Bev put in.
“Cake and soup,” he amended. “And some nice tea.”
He set her down to go to the phone and ring room service.
“Come over here, Emma. I have something for you.” Johnno patted the cushion beside him. She hesitated. Her mother had often said just that. And the something had been a smack. But Johnno was smiling a true smile. When she settled beside him, he took a small, clear plastic egg from his pocket. Inside was a toy ring with a gaudy red stone.
Emma gave a little gasp as he put it in her hand. Speechless, she turned the egg this way and that, watching the ring slide from side to side.
It had been a careless thing, Johnno thought. A machine that took American quarters, and he’d had change left after his speedy shopping spree. More touched than he wanted the others to see, he opened the egg for her, then slipped the ring on her finger.
“There. We’re engaged.”
Emma beamed at the ring, then at him. “Can I sit on your lap?”
“All right then.” He leaned close to her ear. “But if you wet your pants, the engagement’s off.”
She laughed, settled on his lap, and began to play with her ring.
“First my wife, then my daughter,” Brian commented.
“You’d only have to worry if you had a son.” Stevie tossed off the words as easily as he tossed off the drink. Then wished he’d cut off his tongue. “Sorry,” he muttered as the room fell silent. “Hangover. Puts me in a filthy mood.”
At the knock on the door, Johnno gave a lazy shrug. “Better put on that famous smile, son. It’s show time.”
Johnno was angry, but hid it well as the young, bearded reporter sat down with them. They had no idea what it was like, he thought. None of them, save Brian who had gone to school with him, had befriended him. The names he’d been called—fag, pussy, queer. They had hurt a great deal more than theoccasional beatings he’d taken. Johnno knew he would have had his face smashed into a pulp more than once if it hadn’t been for Brian’s ready fists and loyalty.
They had been drawn together, two ten-year-old boys with drunken fathers. Poverty wasn’t uncommon in London’s east end, and there were always toughs ready to break an arm for pence. There were ways of escaping. For both him and Brian, the escape had been music.
Elvis, Chuck Berry, Muddy Waters. They would pool whatever money they could earn or steal to buy those precious 45s. At twelve, they’d collaborated on their first song—a really poor one, Johnno remembered now, lots of moon/June rhymes set to a three-chord rhythm they’d pounded out on their battered guitar. They’d traded a pint of Brian’s father’s gin for that guitar, and Brian had taken an ugly beating. But they’d made music, such as it was.
Johnno had been nearly sixteen before he realized what he was. He’d sweated over it, wept over it, pounded himself into any girl who would have him to turn his fate around. But sweat, tears, and sex hadn’t changed him.
Finally it had been Brian who had helped him to accept. They’d been drinking, late at night, in the basement of Brian’s flat. This time, Johnno had pinched
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