the smell of the Stew Pot made her stomach clench, as if it wanted to bring something up. But she didnât risk skipping lunch. She didnât want to go into the Funeral Home. So she lined up with the other replicas and filled her plate with mashed potatoes and chicken floating in a vivid red sauce the electric color of inner organs and pushed her food around, cut it into small pieces, hid some in her napkin.
Lyra needed to find a new hiding place. The dorm was no longer safe. She was responsible for changing her ownlinensâbut what if one day she forgot, and the book and the file, her pen and her Altoids tin, were discovered? Theyâd be taken away and destroyed, and Lyra would never get over it. The book especiallyâthat was her last piece of Dr. OâDonnell, and the only thing that Lyra had ever been given, except for standard-issue clothing and a scratchy blanket for cool nights.
Lyra headed straight to the bunks after lunch. The dorm was mostly empty: after lunch, the female replicas had a half an hour of free time before afternoon physicals. Only a half-dozen replicas had preceded her back, and there was a single nurse on patrol, Nurse Stink, an older woman who chewed special candies made of ginger and garlic for indigestion, and who always smelled like them as a result.
Lyra went straight to bed 24 and, keeping her back angled to the nurse, began stripping the sheets from the bed. At a certain point, she slid a hand between the mattress and the frame and drew out the book, and then the file, at the same time stuffing them down into a pillowcase so they were invisible. Then she headed for the door, pressing the linens tight to her chest, as if they might help muffle the sound of her heart.
âWhere are you going?â the nurse asked. She was sitting in a folding chair by the door, fumbling to unwrap one of her candies.
âThe laundry,â Lyra answered, surprised that her voice sounded so steady.
âLaundry day was yesterday,â Nurse Stink said.
âI know,â Lyra said, and lowered her voice. âBut itâs my monthly bleeding.â
The nurse waved a hand as if to say, Go on .
Lyra turned left to get to the end of D-Wing. But instead of going downstairs to the laundry, she ducked out of the first exit, a fire door that led to the southeastern side of the institute, where the land sloped very gently toward the fence and the vast marshland beyond it. Birds were wheeling against a pale-blue sky, and the stink of wild taro and dead fish was strong. From here, the marshes were so covered in water lettuce they looked almost like solid ground. But Lyra knew better. Sheâd been told again and again about the tidal marshes, about fishermen and curiosity seekers and adventurers from Barrel Key whoâd lost their way among the tumorous growth and had been found drowned.
Lyra hid the bundle of sheets behind a trimmed hedge. She tucked the pillowcase with her belongings in it under her shirt and kept going, circling the main building. She spotted Cassiopeia, sitting motionless by the fence, staring out over the marshes, hugging her knees to her chest. Lyra thought of going to her but wasnât sure what she would say. And Cassiopeia had caused trouble. Sheâdpushed Nurse Dolly. Sheâd be put in solitary or restrained to her bed, kept like that for a day or two. Besides, Lyra was still weak, and even the idea of trying to comfort Cassiopeia exhausted her.
Sheâd need to find a place not too remote; a place she could sneak off to easily without arousing suspicion, but a place unused for other purposes, where no one else would think to look.
She kept going, toward a portion of the island sheâd rarely explored, praying nobody would stop her. She wasnât sure whether she was breaking any rules, and if anyone asked what she was doing or where she was going, sheâd have no answer.
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