think of business. Lord Blackthorneâs belief he knew what was best for her brother disturbed her. Was it that she herself should be able to help Oliver and couldnât seem to find the way? Or was it that she found herself attracted to such a strong-willed man?
Chapter 4
L uncheon was a grim affair. Cecilia watched Lord Blackthorne study Oliverâs slow recovery from a night of drinking and waited for her new husband to change his mind. But he didnât, only kept talking to Oliver about upcoming issues for the next session of Parliament, as if Oliver knew or cared.
But he should care, Cecilia reminded herself. There was no use being upset at Lord Blackthorne because he was right. Yet she wanted to believe her brother would overcome the tragedies of his young life eventually. Lord Blackthorne had obviously kept abreast of political issues through his family and friends while on the other side of the world. Oliver should be able to do the same.
After the meal, Penelope met Ceciliaâs gaze and gestured with her head toward the windows, where a rare sun was shining.
âExcuse us, gentlemen,â Cecilia said, coming to her feet.
It was obvious Lord Blackthorne had to struggle to stand, and Oliver seemed to do so reluctantly. She imagined his pounding head made movement painful. Why would one self-inflict such suffering? Except, perhaps, to forget for a while . . .
âPenelope and I have an engagement in the garden,â Cecilia continued. âDo not let us keep you from your discussion.â
Oliverâs brows lowered disapprovingly over his bloodshot eyes, but she ignored him.
Outside in the formal gardens, Cecilia found easels already waiting for them, and they placed them near a stunning view of the gurgling fountain in the foreground and autumn-tipped trees swaying behind in the park. They mixed the ground powder of their chosen paint cakes in water, chatting about color and detail and nothing in particular. But once they were briefly quiet in concentration on the scene, Penelope seemed to start speaking as if sheâd been awaiting the right moment.
âCecilia, Oliver told me he spent an evening out with his friends again last night.â
She couldnât tell from his bloodshot, wincing eyes? Cecilia wondered.
âWeâd had an engagement to walk this morning, but he slept through it. I am . . . concerned about him.â She gave Cecilia the pained yet eager look of a puppy hungry for a treat.
âI know,â she answered on a tired sigh, gazing unseeing on the colors she was mixing on her palette.
âWe had discussed waiting at least a year to marry, but perhaps . . . setting an earlier date would help.â
Cecilia glanced at her in surprise. âYou and he have discussed this? It is after all a personal matter between the two of you, and perhaps your parents.â
âI know, and no, we have not discussed it. I wanted your opinion first.â Penelope bit her lip and looked away. âI thought perhaps marriage would help him to . . . settle down.â
It was as if sheâd heard the discussion between Lord Blackthorne and Cecilia. Or perhaps Oliver had forgotten one too many âengagementsââas if heâd forgotten their engagement to marry.
She wondered if Penelope was clinging to her fiancé, soon to be her husband, desperate to be with him, to change him. Cecilia felt a momentary twinge of dismay at the thought of Penelopeâs becoming like Lady Appertan.
âAlthough my opinion doesnât countââ Cecilia began.
âBut youâre his sister! Of course anything you say counts!â
Cecilia smiled and touched her arm. âThank you. But you know what I mean. Only the two of you can decide whatâs best. But . . . I donât believe marriage will help settle Oliver. Only maturity, and the realization that other things are more important than his pleasure, will
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