the desk, sitting opposite her.
She stiffened. âI am managing the estate just fine, my lord.â
âI donât mean the estateâwith Appertan. Let me get to know him, to guide him. I have a facility for instructing young men. I was often in charge of the new soldiers. And I have a brother, too. When I became the viscount, I, too, needed a guardian, but when I reached my majority, it was Allen, at twenty, who assumed much of the mantle of the Blackthorne estates. I know exactly what Appertan is going through. Although Allen and I are closer in age than your brother and I are, I do understand the competitiveness that can exist between men.â
Though he made a persuasive argument, she was ready to refuse. But at the last moment, her common sense overruled her feelings of defensiveness, and she remembered her situation. If Lord Blackthorne was busy befriending Oliver, she would have more time to make a decision about the marriage.
Surely, Oliver could deal with Lord Blackthorne. She remembered her fatherâs constant praise of the man, his ability to negotiate a compromise with even the most stubborn of enemies. It was almost like a character reference for a new employee.
âI do not know if this is a good idea,â she said slowly. âYou are at least ten years older than Oliver.â
âTen years exactly, my lady.â
âI have matchless deductive powers,â she said, forcing her voice to be light.
He nodded, so focused on whatever task at hand, even if it was just talking to her. When his dark eyes looked into hers, she felt as if she were the center of the world at that moment, very different from when her suitors used to fawn over her. It was too intense, even threatening to her very way of life. This man could wield so much power over her if he chose. Sheâd given him that power; sheâd have to find the best way to take it back.
âIf I allowed you to . . . work with Oliver, what would you do?â she asked.
âSpend time with him in masculine pursuitsâhunting, riding, even socializing. I imagine it would help to meet and understand his friends. Then I should be able to see why he so resists the responsibilities of his title.â
She bit her lip, trying not to smile.
He tilted his head. âDid I say something amusing?â
âForgive me. I am trying to imagine you with Oliverâs fellow young bucks.â
His lips curved in the faintest hint of a smile, and he relaxed back in his chair. âI am well aware of the mentality.â
âAre you? Does that mean you went through such a period yourself?â
âNot a very long one. I enlisted at eighteen, and although men off duty often embarrass themselves in drink, that did not appeal to me.â
âI am not surprised,â she murmured, studying him just as intently as he liked to study her. âAre you and your brother close?â
His eyes seemed to focus inward. âWe are. Although it has been twelve years since Iâve been able to spend much time at home, we were always playmates as children, and our letters have deepened our friendship as adults.â
âI find myself envious,â she murmured, her eyes stinging.
âIt is not too late, madam.â He hesitated. âYou can have such a relationship with your brother. With your parents gone, you need the closeness of family.â
Her throat was tight with the emotions she didnât want to reveal. His kindness had shown through in his letters, and now, seeing it in person, made her feel so very confused.
âSo I have your approval?â he urged.
âAre you asking for it?â She spoke softly, wondering about the kind of husband heâd be.
âHe is your brother.â
âSo if I asked you to leave him alone, you would?â
He regarded her solemnly. âHe is in need of an older male influence, but yes, I would abide by your wishes.â
She realized sheâd
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